right now, i feel like strangling you. seriously.
like, an hour ago, i was fine. friggn, i was just buffing my nails and reading a magazine and since i watched the end of gardenstate i got so BLAH'ed out. now im just hating everything everyones saying. its just pissing me off. only stuff about juggling girls and whathaveyou. enough. please. really now.
stuff like that, makes me want to scream.
or strangle whoever's doing it.
really.
sorry. but it does. i hate that stuff. its not a good feeling for the girls involved, and the girls that are lead on/not picked.
everything hurts lately sorta.. becauuuuuseeeeeee im lonely. forever. and always. and i hate it. and im tired of being alone and fighting ex's and im sick of it. i refuse to reverse myself and go back to worthless ex's or.. anyone thats not worth while. im sicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksickcisciskciscksciskccsicskcsicskcsicskcsicskscisick of this.
i just wanna find a guy already. im too impatient for this. its been like, 4 months though. i havent even had "maybe" guys that i hung out with. not even. how sad. it makes me sad. its because im like, ugly and whatever else. because im mean. becauseeeee i.. am a horrible person. wah. i've heard it all.
i dont think im THAT bad. seriously. im extremely tired of this and ready to friggn find someone else. but noooOOOooOOoOoOOOOOooOOOoOOOoOOoooOOOOOOoOOoO. it doesnt happen for me. fuck that. i always get fucking punished for something. that might sound selfish of me, but i havent gotten anything good out of anything lately. i think i lost 5 lbs though.. and i dont think i even wanted to. or was trying. wtf. okay.
stuff like that, makes me want to scream.
or strangle whoever's doing it.
really.
sorry. but it does. i hate that stuff. its not a good feeling for the girls involved, and the girls that are lead on/not picked.
everything hurts lately sorta.. becauuuuuseeeeeee im lonely. forever. and always. and i hate it. and im tired of being alone and fighting ex's and im sick of it. i refuse to reverse myself and go back to worthless ex's or.. anyone thats not worth while. im sicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksicksickcisciskciscksciskccsicskcsicskcsicskcsicskscisick of this.
i just wanna find a guy already. im too impatient for this. its been like, 4 months though. i havent even had "maybe" guys that i hung out with. not even. how sad. it makes me sad. its because im like, ugly and whatever else. because im mean. becauseeeee i.. am a horrible person. wah. i've heard it all.
i dont think im THAT bad. seriously. im extremely tired of this and ready to friggn find someone else. but noooOOOooOOoOoOOOOOooOOOoOOOoOOoooOOOOOOoOOoO. it doesnt happen for me. fuck that. i always get fucking punished for something. that might sound selfish of me, but i havent gotten anything good out of anything lately. i think i lost 5 lbs though.. and i dont think i even wanted to. or was trying. wtf. okay.