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im so done with ...
1. drinking
2. loving
3. sex
=]
yup, giving all that up for a long time. It's so not worth it & its just making things 10x harder on me.
spent the night at Brad Nichol's last night with Elyse, stayed up till like 4 in the morning just sitting in the chair in his room thinking about everything. & what's worth keeping in my life. & those 3 things aren't worth it right now, & they just seem to be making everything worse. I'm tired of being used really, i am.
i hope this works.
im interested to see how much i can change myself, ♥