Bummer...
The appt with the solicitor was horrible! I had never seen some one so cold and expressionless like that guy!. He didn't even say 'Good morning! have a seat' or 'Is there anything you would like to know?' NO! he sat there blonking and daydreaming and didn't even paid attention to what we had to say, and every time I sae Amanda or Scott they were losing it too!
I woke up from a nap later in the afternoon (yesterda0 and found a pretty flower bouquet from Scott by my bed.
Todday I came up with a decision... I'm going to give up Edgar for adoption... I already e-mailed Marcia and asked her to talk to Bruce about it. I think I might go back to Venezuela and be a waste of space like every one else there, but I am not exposing Edgar to that...
It hurts so much, but what doesn't hurt nowdays in my life?
I woke up from a nap later in the afternoon (yesterda0 and found a pretty flower bouquet from Scott by my bed.
Todday I came up with a decision... I'm going to give up Edgar for adoption... I already e-mailed Marcia and asked her to talk to Bruce about it. I think I might go back to Venezuela and be a waste of space like every one else there, but I am not exposing Edgar to that...
It hurts so much, but what doesn't hurt nowdays in my life?