Homesick...
We got back to England on Monday late afternoon...
Since the internet at my friend's house was down, I only got to check my e-mail today, and I had over 100 e-mails in my inbox! needless to say, I'd been in front of the computer for about 2 hrs! while Scott, Amanda and the kids are enjoying this sunny but chilly day at the park.
Yesterday I went out for a walk, and eventually Scott found me, I basically collapsed on the grass and cried like there's no tomorrow. My friend and her husband got me an appt. with a solicitor tomorrow, and even though they are very optimistic about it, I am so worn out and tired, I am tired of crying, seems like that's all I've done for the past week...
I'm so homesick... I am so empty, well, all I feel is pain... its like my chest had been stabbed over and over again...
homesick
You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again
And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
Since the internet at my friend's house was down, I only got to check my e-mail today, and I had over 100 e-mails in my inbox! needless to say, I'd been in front of the computer for about 2 hrs! while Scott, Amanda and the kids are enjoying this sunny but chilly day at the park.
Yesterday I went out for a walk, and eventually Scott found me, I basically collapsed on the grass and cried like there's no tomorrow. My friend and her husband got me an appt. with a solicitor tomorrow, and even though they are very optimistic about it, I am so worn out and tired, I am tired of crying, seems like that's all I've done for the past week...
I'm so homesick... I am so empty, well, all I feel is pain... its like my chest had been stabbed over and over again...
homesick
You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again
And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now