Lost friends...

[the_gunther]

Have you ever been frustrated with life?...and accidentally took it out on a friend?  Well, I did that this week.  This past week has really been exhausting, satan has been attacking me almost none stop...., well you know the saying, 'when there is a test, the Teacher is silent'....well I don't think I did so well on this test....And I might have put a damper on a really really good friendship of mine.   I'm trying to apologize, but she is annoyed with me, and upset at another friend, so I think this might take a while....which really hurts and is really hard.

Here I go again
Failing at life once more
So frustrated with myself
I take it out on you
Not realizing it at the time
I pushed you away
I guess I pushed too hard
'Cuz you're not coming back
I really don't blame you
I wouldn't either
But I just wanted to let you know
That I am really very sorry
I should not have done that
I should not have said that
You are the sister that I always wanted
And now you are gone
I know it might not mean much now
But I love you
Please accept my apology
Please forgive me

The one thing in life that I hate, with a passion, is losing friends.  Especially from something I did or said.