THINGS THAT ARE NOT OKAY RIGHT NOW:
1) WTF AX, WHERE THE FLIP IS MY HOTEL RESERVATION.
2) The payroll system that does not let me put things in properly and does not work on my ONLY computer.
3) The store TAKING MY MONEY and NOT sending
nerdish her present.
4a) I DO NOT HAVE A STEADY CASH FLOW. THIS IS BECAUSE I DO NOT HAVE A STEADY NORMAL JOB, AND I'M NOT SURE I WANT TO WORK TEACHING FULL TIME.
4b) I AM HAVING CRISES ON MULTIPLE LEVELS REGARDING MY SELF-ESTEEM AND LIFE CHOICES.
4c) BECAUSE I DO NOT HAVE A STEADY CASH FLOW AND I AM ALWAYS OVER-QUALIFIED OR UNDER-QUALIFIED I CANNOT PAY MY STUDENT LOANS.
OTHER THINGS THAT ARE BUGGING ME:
1) I can't seem to fill up my July with work, though I'm booked pretty solid for August.
2) Why don't I have LSAT instructor tools anymore?
3) Why don't I have the money to pay to register for the LSAT again?
ANNOYING SHIT I'VE TAKEN CARE OF MAYBE:
1) Yao's package that's been stranded in North Carolina for gods know how long.
2) Someone at the storage place NOT setting us up on automatic payments and then NOT sending us a paper or electronic bill.
3) The overpayment to Time Warner.
THINGS THAT I DO NOT HAVE THE PATIENCE FOR RIGHT NOW:
1) RP. I just don't. Not when I have actual real problems to take care of. I don't even open my tag inbox when I'm not at my aunt's, and even when I do I don't always have time to respond to more than 5 because I need the Internet for real things, like applying to jobs, going through my instructor tools, managing my finances, keeping in touch with my brother and maintaining contacts. Additionally, me pissed means that I leave pissy tags and nobody wants that.
2) Your boyfriends and girlfriends and significant others. I love you guys and I'm happy for you and your happy shiny awesome lives, with your meeting amazing people and moving in with them and getting married to them and whatever, but I am not the person you want to talk to about them or have meet them. Let's get one thing straight right now: when my life gets stressful, I turn into a bitter old spinster because I don't have anyone in my life. I don't have someone to hold my hand and tell me it'll be okay, or come home to, or lie with on the couch and pet my hair as I rant, or go on vacations with (you have no idea how many vacations that I will never take I have planned out), or cook for me, or do the damn laundry or pack the bookshelf because I own hundreds of books and one tiny bookshelf. I can't even find someone to take me out to dinner, let alone buy furniture and pay rent with. So until I stop being a bitch, don't set yourself up to get bitten.
I've just finished a bowl of cream puffs and feel marginally better.