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[the_great_cait]

feelings of the past week:

sick
tired
overwhelmed
incredibly lonely and nerdy at school
amazingly loved and cared for when im with Justin
in control and on top of things at work

Ive been writting a lot to Matt and that makes me happy. I miss him so much but im glad he is getting a long fine at boot camp. i wish i could give him a big hug, hes making us all so proud right now. And everyone should write him letters, even just a hi hello hope ur doing ok. it would probably mean the world to him.

School sucks completely, i hate going its the worst part of my day. i feel like all my friends are either graduated or dont have meshing scheduals so i can never see them. I also feel like i have these friends who i really love but we've just never hungout outside of school and it feels really weird. I wish i could see Justin sometime in my school day, hes keeping me sane and it would really make me a lot happier and my day much better.

blah, i want to get out. change my scene. break the routine. create or destroy something.

maybe i should just get drunk