i had almost forgotten about this thing.......
it has been sooo long since i have written anything on this journal, like too long in a way. it is funny i was so tired of constantly writing in notebooks to vent my frustrations that i took this up (also to stay in touch with my friends as well) but in the end i went straight back to my note books. i do not know what it is that makes the notebook so theraputic but there is definately something. and it not not like it can just be any notebook. it has to be one of those moleskin types too, like the feel of the surface is really cool and the smoothness of the paper is incredable. it is so soft so sleek so opposite of things that that are in my life. i like how the one thing that i use to vent into is the thing that is the opposite of what is in my life. and maybe that is why i choose that style of notebook, i am not sure.........