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[the_goddess_foo]

You know those times when you feel so stunned you do not know what to say, you know, those times when your best friend tells you she does not want to be friends because you are not going to the same high school that they will be. Those are the worst things that a person can ever feel, and the one thing that I would never wish upon another no matter how much I may dislike them. And I was subject to them again, life has a way of doing that to people you know, and no matter how hard you try to avoid then they hit you like a slap in the face, and all I could think about was why? why did they just say that to me, what did i do at that moment in time that made me deserve this. I was able to compose myself and put it past me for a moment but it hit me full force not too long before I decided to write this.
I came so close to getting up and leaving that it started to physically hurt to sit down, but there was another with me that I felt that I knew wanted me to enjoy myself. so here was my rant my outlet for my pain maybe it will pass and I can move on but for now I have to deal, and there is no one that I can tell this to face to face.