If I..
.. lay under my duvet and hide from the world, it can't see me, and I won't have to make those all important hard life decisions. That's how it works right?
Right? Why can't I decide what I wanna do, where I wanna be, where I see myself or what the hell I want out of this life, not even remotely? I know this is nothing special, and right now I'm sure there are thousands of other Graduates feeling exactly the same. But the truth is, I've never felt so lost.
Every part of life so far has had some assurance; School to College, College to Uni, Uni to.... Erm, what exactly? What leads on from this three year endeaver? "Full time TAX payer work you bum!" - I know, and believe me, I want all that and more. But what in? Where do I go from here? I don't even know what my passions are anymore. Well, I guess all I know is I am not becoming shop girl Sandra for the rest of my life, with the opportunity to become Manager after about thirty long years. And I'm certainly NOT going to be at John Lewis for the rest of my life either, I've been there, bought the t-shirt, about three of four times. NO more. I always said I would never go back, that's something I'm still very certain of.
Why is it pressumed that all Grads aspire to be some kind of Recruitment Consultant?? Everywhere I look for Grad jobs, it seems we all want this job and with it's generous wage, I guess I can't blame people.
Fuck it. I'll get over it. Just need SOME JOB first, I am SKINT, and I have things I want to do.
I'll probably end up on a Graduate scheme.
Probably at Woolworths, HAHAAHAHAHAHAAH. :-/
Hm.
Right? Why can't I decide what I wanna do, where I wanna be, where I see myself or what the hell I want out of this life, not even remotely? I know this is nothing special, and right now I'm sure there are thousands of other Graduates feeling exactly the same. But the truth is, I've never felt so lost.
Every part of life so far has had some assurance; School to College, College to Uni, Uni to.... Erm, what exactly? What leads on from this three year endeaver? "Full time TAX payer work you bum!" - I know, and believe me, I want all that and more. But what in? Where do I go from here? I don't even know what my passions are anymore. Well, I guess all I know is I am not becoming shop girl Sandra for the rest of my life, with the opportunity to become Manager after about thirty long years. And I'm certainly NOT going to be at John Lewis for the rest of my life either, I've been there, bought the t-shirt, about three of four times. NO more. I always said I would never go back, that's something I'm still very certain of.
Why is it pressumed that all Grads aspire to be some kind of Recruitment Consultant?? Everywhere I look for Grad jobs, it seems we all want this job and with it's generous wage, I guess I can't blame people.
Fuck it. I'll get over it. Just need SOME JOB first, I am SKINT, and I have things I want to do.
I'll probably end up on a Graduate scheme.
Probably at Woolworths, HAHAAHAHAHAHAAH. :-/
Hm.