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Well folks, I am officially
having the worst weekend ever.
Thanksgiving I picked up Chris
and he didn't feel good. He was
breathing really heavy and the thing
behind his ear kept getting worse.So
anyway, we ate and stuff and he started
to fall asleep so I brought him down
to my room so he was at least comfy and he
slept most of the day. I kept like offering
to take him to the hospital and he really didn't
want to go. So anywho, we took him home early, like
around 10 maybe, and the next morning he came online
and told me he needed to go to the ER so I
told him to go call an ambulance or I'll come
get him, so he called the ambulance and I was
worried as hell all day because I didn't know how
he was doing, or what hospital he was at, or anything.
And so while I sat at home on my ass, trying to get
everything off of my mind, and tell myself everything was
going to be fine, my "friends"went off and had SO MUCH
FUCKING FUN and told me ALL FUCKING ABOUT it today.thanks
for the support.not.
So anyway I had my mom call Wyandotte Hospital and he was there so
we got there at like 12 30 and we walked in and he was
laying in bed and I didn't like even know what to say, I just
wanted to get out of there because I can't stand seeing
people in pain, or hurt, or sick, or needles none the less which
were everywhere, especially people I care so much about
like Chris. Ne way, his mom and sister were standing there
and she had no clue as to who I was, because Chris never
told her about me, which I didn't expect or think he did
so we got acquainted and then I finally sat down next to him
because his mom and my mom went outside to talk. And again,
I didn't even know what to say. I mean what are you
supposed to say to someone who doesn't even want/can't talk
or move or do anything ya know? So I just sat there kinda
chatting with him and holding his hand...trying not to cry...
And like it must've been a good hour, hour and a half almost,
and visiting hours were nearly over, so my mom was going to
give his mom a ride home so they got a head start and headed down
to the car, so I woke him up(b/c he fell asleep) and I just kissed
him and said I love you and I'll be back later. So anyways yeah, I
went to value village and got a new dumb jacket and a fucking
sweet ass belt that says lonestar across the back of it. And came home
and his ex girlfriend niki i.m.ed me wanting to know what was
up with Chris so I filled her in and she went and visited him
at 5 but i must've missed her because I got there at like 5 20.
hmm so yeah, I didn't get to stay long because my mom wanted
to leave because she didn't want to crowd around him. (there were
like 8 people in that tiny room).Humph. He told me he's having
surgery tomorrow so that they can get the rest of the infection
out of his neck. :( i really hate seeing him go through
all this, because i've heard about all the other
stuff he's been through this year and it's just
way too much and no one should have to deal with that.
I hope he gets better soon. I <3 him so much. And I miss
seeing him happy. Not only that but who wants to be
admitted into the ER on their 19th birthday honestly?
Yeah-humph-.So once I got back I called Elyse and Jamie
and them two me and cam went to the mall, and then
to farmer jacks to get sean and to dennys.yeah....
I hate life right now. And I have like two
really good friends i can actually rely on.
isn't that cool. the others like to criticize,neglect,blame
leave out,make fun of,and make me feel like shit. so yep.
wow. thanks for making my weekend ten times worse.
having the worst weekend ever.
Thanksgiving I picked up Chris
and he didn't feel good. He was
breathing really heavy and the thing
behind his ear kept getting worse.So
anyway, we ate and stuff and he started
to fall asleep so I brought him down
to my room so he was at least comfy and he
slept most of the day. I kept like offering
to take him to the hospital and he really didn't
want to go. So anywho, we took him home early, like
around 10 maybe, and the next morning he came online
and told me he needed to go to the ER so I
told him to go call an ambulance or I'll come
get him, so he called the ambulance and I was
worried as hell all day because I didn't know how
he was doing, or what hospital he was at, or anything.
And so while I sat at home on my ass, trying to get
everything off of my mind, and tell myself everything was
going to be fine, my "friends"went off and had SO MUCH
FUCKING FUN and told me ALL FUCKING ABOUT it today.thanks
for the support.not.
So anyway I had my mom call Wyandotte Hospital and he was there so
we got there at like 12 30 and we walked in and he was
laying in bed and I didn't like even know what to say, I just
wanted to get out of there because I can't stand seeing
people in pain, or hurt, or sick, or needles none the less which
were everywhere, especially people I care so much about
like Chris. Ne way, his mom and sister were standing there
and she had no clue as to who I was, because Chris never
told her about me, which I didn't expect or think he did
so we got acquainted and then I finally sat down next to him
because his mom and my mom went outside to talk. And again,
I didn't even know what to say. I mean what are you
supposed to say to someone who doesn't even want/can't talk
or move or do anything ya know? So I just sat there kinda
chatting with him and holding his hand...trying not to cry...
And like it must've been a good hour, hour and a half almost,
and visiting hours were nearly over, so my mom was going to
give his mom a ride home so they got a head start and headed down
to the car, so I woke him up(b/c he fell asleep) and I just kissed
him and said I love you and I'll be back later. So anyways yeah, I
went to value village and got a new dumb jacket and a fucking
sweet ass belt that says lonestar across the back of it. And came home
and his ex girlfriend niki i.m.ed me wanting to know what was
up with Chris so I filled her in and she went and visited him
at 5 but i must've missed her because I got there at like 5 20.
hmm so yeah, I didn't get to stay long because my mom wanted
to leave because she didn't want to crowd around him. (there were
like 8 people in that tiny room).Humph. He told me he's having
surgery tomorrow so that they can get the rest of the infection
out of his neck. :( i really hate seeing him go through
all this, because i've heard about all the other
stuff he's been through this year and it's just
way too much and no one should have to deal with that.
I hope he gets better soon. I <3 him so much. And I miss
seeing him happy. Not only that but who wants to be
admitted into the ER on their 19th birthday honestly?
Yeah-humph-.So once I got back I called Elyse and Jamie
and them two me and cam went to the mall, and then
to farmer jacks to get sean and to dennys.yeah....
I hate life right now. And I have like two
really good friends i can actually rely on.
isn't that cool. the others like to criticize,neglect,blame
leave out,make fun of,and make me feel like shit. so yep.
wow. thanks for making my weekend ten times worse.