The forgotten warrior attempts to awake from a long sleep...
I feel like Thor when he slept for 2 years and it was never mentioned again. Why do I feel like this you ask? Well just what the hell have I been doing the last 2 years that is exciting.
I could look through like 50 of these old entries and just end up more dissapointed in what my life seems to have resulted in.
Wow Eric I mean you've managed to gain a dead end job, barely getting full time anymore like you know, you were hired on it. You got hired on at 8.25 been working there for over a year and half now and how much do I make you ask? How much does a .15 cent raise sound to you? Cause yeah, thats what I got. I'm so sick of being pushed around and fucked with mentally when it comes to my GM at the resturaunt. I'm just emotionally exhausted.
Which speaking of: When did my mood disorder start kicking my ass again? I really, really don't have the money for a therapist though seeing harvey might actually help me work out the problems in my life that have been building for 2 years now. I miss Jen, like badly. During High school she was the closest friend a guy could ask for and I've lost her completely and it sucks.
Maybe you know I could smoke pot and drink all the time instead of facing the real world, that would make life fucking grand....oh wait, no that would just be a stupid decision.
Only positive right now seems to be that the con is in 32 days. I am so incredibly amped that you have no idea. I just really wish that it didn't feel like my friends didn't want me around anymore. :(
I could look through like 50 of these old entries and just end up more dissapointed in what my life seems to have resulted in.
Wow Eric I mean you've managed to gain a dead end job, barely getting full time anymore like you know, you were hired on it. You got hired on at 8.25 been working there for over a year and half now and how much do I make you ask? How much does a .15 cent raise sound to you? Cause yeah, thats what I got. I'm so sick of being pushed around and fucked with mentally when it comes to my GM at the resturaunt. I'm just emotionally exhausted.
Which speaking of: When did my mood disorder start kicking my ass again? I really, really don't have the money for a therapist though seeing harvey might actually help me work out the problems in my life that have been building for 2 years now. I miss Jen, like badly. During High school she was the closest friend a guy could ask for and I've lost her completely and it sucks.
Maybe you know I could smoke pot and drink all the time instead of facing the real world, that would make life fucking grand....oh wait, no that would just be a stupid decision.
Only positive right now seems to be that the con is in 32 days. I am so incredibly amped that you have no idea. I just really wish that it didn't feel like my friends didn't want me around anymore. :(