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this song best represents my short trip to hawaii and other things.  this version of somewhere over the rainbow is sung by Israel Kamakawiwo Ole.  i think this song can be found in the soundtrack of 50 first dates.  the hotel i was staying at played this over and over.  sometimes i'd catch myself humming this tune while shopping alone at the swap ( Read more... )

work has been really tough these days.  it's mentally and physically tiring.  and i'm not too sure i'm a good fit for the job.  i'm also doubting my capabilities and my commitment.  it's taking a lot of effort just to be professional.  and yet i feel that i have to just try and give it my all and not leave ( Read more... )

this is going to be a shallow because i'm going to complain about a pimple.  actually, i've got lots of them now.  and i haven't had one in a really long time.  but really, what's making this non-issue such an issue for me is because it means i'm getting really stressed out.  i've been making a lot of bad decisions lately (mostly personal) and it's ( Read more... )

elope with the village rebel.  get out of the country.  and return after 3 years with a suitcase on my left hand and a baby on my right.

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4 In The Morning lyrics

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
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Don't Leave Me This Way
Thelma Houston

Um-hm-hm... aah ah ah...
Don't leave me this way
I can't survive, can't stay alive
Without your love, oh baby
Don't leave me this way, no
I can't exist, I'll surely miss your tender kiss
Don't leave me this way
(A broken man with empty hands
Oh baby please, don't leave me this way)
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i just want to cry. but i'm not allowing myself to do that. i feel so disjointed. anyway, i should be packing. there'll be the sea, sand, salt and booze. pure escapist fun.

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i made a stupid decision to open my mouth and say something about a topic that i shouldn't really talking about. it's nothing serious i think, but i'm just worried that the people who heard what i said, might take it seriously. i just hope they can make up their own minds on the topic ( Read more... )