Poem - the fool in your wake

[the_downtrodden]

would you believe me
if i said i still love you?
would you care?

if i revealed to you
all i've tried to hide from myself
would you hold me, oncemore?

if you told me you wanted me back
i would be a fool oncemore
but, at least, i would be your fool

i'd waited for you, for so long
the incarnation of my dreams
that i knew nothing else but the waiting

and now, in your absence
i know nothing but the mourning
and the wishing for your return

your leaving was devastation
the dream abandoning the dreamer
leaving him frail, empty, and lost

i still feel your arm around my waist
and your tender lips upon mine
ghosts, haunting me forevermore

so now, i wander here, forgotten
wishing for the impossible tomorrow
that i know will never come

-K'Har-El