Mar 17, 2004 20:48
if i promised to love you, would you promise to keep on breaking my heart
so yes...its been awhile since ive updated in here...i dont know why...i just dont use these things that much anymore...maybe nothing to get out?
thats a good thing though
well lately ive been kinda overwhelmed with the whole grad and going off to college shit...IM GOING TO ME SO HAPPY ONCE SPRING BREAK IS HERE
im looking forward to having some time to myself...it feels like i havent had that in forever.....probably because of the whole everybody else always being around thing...but yea...i swear im going crazy with all the stress at school and getting good grades and what not...its so hard to freaking live in the moment and be happy but also look out for the future
ive noticed that ive putten space between alot of the people i used to be like the best of friends with...and although i love them, im just like, hmmm...no i want to do my own thing and not hang out with you right now....which i guess is fine, but just, i feel kinda bad, cause then i hear about the bad stuff happening in their life, and i cant do anything because i cant really be there...
i want to be there, i want to help, but its too hard to watch you sufer, its too hard to stand by and watch you hurt