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ahhh...i swear im going crazy staying in this house
my mom all weekend has been like pulling me on a rollercoaster...and just being really bitching, and then ill be bitching back to her and she acts like im the one that started the whole thing...everything was fine before but lately she has been going crazy over the smallest things....this house isnt as nice of a place to be as it used to be....before i could go home and feel good, and be fine, and just have peace....now i come home to a damn little kid running around not listening to anybody but her mom who doesnt discipline her right, and is, in the nicest way, not somebody who should be looking after a five year old at times, she doesnt understand how to take care and teach her own child....and god damnit...its so fucking annoying, i have no time to myself anymore, no time to think things all the way through....this house used to be the place i looked forward to going to at the end of the day, cause i knew i would always have a bed, a room, and my own space....now i dont fucking have that...and its like no longer having the home feeling with it...its just now a hassle to come home...to deal with everything...its so just...AHHH...i need to get out now
my mom all weekend has been like pulling me on a rollercoaster...and just being really bitching, and then ill be bitching back to her and she acts like im the one that started the whole thing...everything was fine before but lately she has been going crazy over the smallest things....this house isnt as nice of a place to be as it used to be....before i could go home and feel good, and be fine, and just have peace....now i come home to a damn little kid running around not listening to anybody but her mom who doesnt discipline her right, and is, in the nicest way, not somebody who should be looking after a five year old at times, she doesnt understand how to take care and teach her own child....and god damnit...its so fucking annoying, i have no time to myself anymore, no time to think things all the way through....this house used to be the place i looked forward to going to at the end of the day, cause i knew i would always have a bed, a room, and my own space....now i dont fucking have that...and its like no longer having the home feeling with it...its just now a hassle to come home...to deal with everything...its so just...AHHH...i need to get out now