i know...i sound like the biggest bitch right now

[the_destruction]

Every night I, I lay inside my bed and dream, I wonder if I ever meant anything, but do your loving know that you hurt me so bad and I, cause I will try, much did I try, I tried, but I, I wont suceed, because everyday away from you is one away from me....TRY:OFF BY ONEpsycochild5150: BOO

Comments

[soldeejay]

ur such a drama queen. chill out.

[the_destruction]

no offense or anything...but, you have no clue what you are talking about with this...you are right, it semms like im a really big drama queen, and i will be the first to say that...but there is so much more stuff behind that fight that you dont know or understand, so please dont think you have the right to judge what i was saying

wow

[anonymous]

"crazeedizzee: GOD....I FORGOT HOW MUCH OF A DRAMA QUEEN I WAS, AND HOW MUCH I WAS STUCK IN MY OWN POINT OF VIEW"

was? right. you just contradicted yourself.

Re: wow

[the_destruction]

haah...actually that was exactly what i was thinking when i reread it...but if you knew how much worse i was, then it would make alittle more sense...i was so stuck in my own point of view i wouldnt even think about how the other person felt...but if you read through you see that i had put off confronting him for so long because i didnt want to hurt him...but there was just no better time then now, and when i fight, i dont just do it to fight, i do it to come to the resolution at the end...if that makes any sense...i feel really bad if it doesnt come to some sort of answer in the end...and thats exactly what i needed from him, and answer to what was needed more in his life...what would happen if i had just disappeared from his side...and i think thats what i got....i dont just start fights to fight, i get into them because i feel like i need to get something out...thats why when people try to start fights with me it doesnt usually work very well, because i have nothing i want to say to them in the beginning

[planet_lo]

i dunno what's going on :keeps it that way:

tra lalalalalalalalaa

[soldeejay]

i had put off confronting him for so long because i didnt want to hurt him

i think i saw this episode last week.

[soldeejay]

with ur best friend's neighbor's uncle's dog.