SORRY I LEFT EARLY, MR. JEONG JEONG, BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO MESS UP YOUR PLACE. I HOPE THE BOYS DIDN'T MAKE TOO MUCH OF A MESS, IF THEY DID I CAN TRY TO HELP YOU CLEAN UP SOMETIME. I KNOW THE KIND OF STUFF THEY LIKE TO DO. >>
/KATARA D'AWW. D: *HUGS* SADLY WHEN YOU HAVE A KIND OF ALOOF CHARACTER IT MAKES YOU FEEL REALLY OUT OF THE LOOP. D8 GOOD LUCK WITH CLASSES AND ALL THAT, THOUGH!
NO, NO, ITS FINE KATARA. I THINK THEY ONLY THREW AROUND MY BOOKS AND...
CRAP! HAHN STOLE THAT LACEY PAIR OF UNDERWEAR! D: MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE TOLD HIM NO LADY HAS EVER WORN THOSE...I HAVE IT ALL CLEARED UP, BUT THANKS FOR THE OFFER. *SMILES
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AWWWWR. D8 *HUGS* I KNOW HOW THAT IS, AT LEAST KIND OF. I MOVED AFTER MY FRESHMAN YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND DIDN'T MAKE ANY FRIENDS UNTIL SECOND SEMESTER SENIOR YEAR, SO YOU'VE GOT ME BEAT. >>
AND NO, I WOULDN'T COMMENT AND SAY THAT STUFF AND THEN REGRET IT. IF YOU WANNA TALK OR WHATEVER ALWAYS FEEL FREE. I'M APPARENTLY A GOOD LISTENER? IN ANY CASE IT'S NOT OFF-PUTTING TO ME, IT JUST MAKES ME WANNA GIVE YOU MOAR HUGS. D8
OH NO, IT'S TOTALLY NORMAL. I FELT SOMEWHAT SIMILAR ABOUT MY HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS WHEN I CAME TO COLLEGE, BUT NOWHERE NEAR THAT LEVEL AS I'D ONLY REALLY KNOWN THEM A FEW MONTHS. IT WAS JUST THE KIND OF THING WERE I JUST CLICKED WITH AN ENTIRE GROUP, AND THEN I BASICALLY LOST THEM ALL. IT'S SCARY AND SURE THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE YOU TALK WITH AND MAYBE GO TO DINNER WITH, BUT IT JUST ISN'T THE SAME.
I WAS LUCKY IN THAT I RECONNECTED WITH AN EX OF MINE MY FRESHMAN YEAR OF COLLEGE AND IN TURN MET HER ROOMMATE, WHO IS NOW MY ROOMMATE AND MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND EVER. IT'S NOT COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE TO MAKE SUCH GREAT CONNECTIONS EVEN WHEN WE GET OLDER.
AND IT'S OKAY, I'M USED TO PEOPLE GOING ON FOREVER. I REALLY AM THE 'SMILE AND NOD' TYPE UNTIL PEOPLE ARE FINISHED, AND THEN I USUALLY JUST TRY TO MAKE THEM FEEL BETTER OR HELP THEM BY RELATING THEIR PROBLEMS WITH MY OWN LIFE. WHICH SOME PEOPLE TAKE ISSUE WITH BUT IT'S HONESTLY NOT BECAUSE I WANT TO TALK ABOUT MYSELF BUT BECAUSE I WANT THEM TO KNOW I REALLY DO EMPATHIZE. >>
*NOD, NOD* SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE AS ASS WHEN I GO "IS REMINDS OF WHEN I..." AND I TRY NOT TO DO IT ANYMORE... BUT I LIKE WHEN PEOPLE CAN CONNECT IT LIKE THAT
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YEAH, YOU DEFINITELY CAN'T MAKE FRIENDS LIKE THAT IN SUCH SHORT TIME, AND IT'S DEFINITELY A HELL OF A LOT HARDER.
I HAD A "FRIEND" LIKE THAT IN HIGH SCHOOL. SHE JUST KIND OF FOLLOWED ME AROUND AND BOTHERED ME AT LUNCH AND DIDN'T REALLY GET THAT I WASN'T THAT INTERESTED IN HANGING OUT WITH HER. >>
AND OH MAN, I WILL TEAR PEOPLE APART IF THEY MESS WITH MY FRIENDS. IT'S ABOUT THE ONLY TIME I'LL DO IT, I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY SAY TO ME, BUT IF IT'S MY FRIENDS...
AGREED. ESPECIALLY IF ITS THAT ONE FRIEND THAT WON'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT WHICH KIND OF FURTHERS THE OTHER KIDS DELUSION THAT HE'S PART OF THE GROUP. D<
I MEAN, I ESTABLISHED THAT I CAN BE ONE SCARY BITCH WHEN DEALING WITH ME, BUT I STILL NEEDED TO GET THAT ACROSS WHEN MY FRIENDS ARE INVOLVED. THE WORST THING IS WHEN YOUR TWO BEST FRIENDS HAVE A DISAGREEMENT. LAST TIME, I REALLY HAD NO TROUBLE TAKING A SIDE... FOR A NUMBER OF REASONS, BUT ABOVE ALL BECAUSE SHE HAD A BETTER ARGUMENT TO MAKE. IT WAS A SHORT ARGUMENT, BUT IT SCARED ME FOR A WHILE.
AND WELL... TOTALLY MEAN OF ME, BUT IT WAS ALMOST A GAME I PLAYED WITH THIS ONE KID AT THE LUNCH TABLE... SEE HOW LONG I CAN LISTEN TO HIM WITHOUT YELLING AT HIM... ONLY ONCE DID HIS UTTER STUPIDITY ACTUALLY MAKE ME MOVE ME SEAT. XD I FELT REALLY BAD FOR LEAVING MY FRIEND WITH HIM THOUGH...
YEAH, I'M USUALLY THE FRIEND THAT WON'T SAY ANYTHING, BECAUSE IF IT'S ME I DON'T CARE. D8 BUT YEAH, CHOOSING ALWAYS REALLY SUCKS. I HAD THE MOST AWKWARD CHOOSING TO DO EVER ONCE... SO THERE WAS A GROUP OF FIVE OF US. ME AND ANOTHER GIRL, R, LIKED THIS GIRL C. WELL C PICKED R AND NOT ME, AND THEY LASTED LIKE A COUPLE MONTHS IF EVEN, AND THEN THEY BROKE UP AND I WAS EQUALLY GOOD FRIENDS WITH BOTH OF THEM... IT WAS AWFUL HAVING TO CHOOSE. BUT THEN R WAS BEING WEIRD AND ENDED UP HANGING OUT WITH MY VERY FIRST GIRLFRIEND EVER WTF (RANDOMLY, I HADN'T TALKED TO THE GIRL SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL AND THEY DIDN'T KNOW EACH OTHER THROUGH ME AT ALL) SO IT ENDED UP BEING EASIER, BUT... YEAH.
WOW TALK ABOUT A REALLY CONFUSING STORY. SORRY. XD
AND UGH, FUCKING GIRLS AND THEIR BEING HARD TO GET OVER. >> IT TOOK ME FOUR YEARS TO GET OVER K, THE ONE WHO I RECONNECTED WITH HERE AT COLLEGE. SHE DIDN'T ENTIRELY REJECT ME, WE DATED TWICE, AND SHE DUMPED ME FOR THE SAME GUY BOTH TIMES. D8 IT SERIOUSLY SUCKS. NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU WANT TO MAKE YOURSELF GET OVER SOMEONE YOU JUST CAN'T. YOUR BRAIN DOES IT ON ITS OWN DAMN TIME. >>
THAT'S ENTIRELY THE REASON I STARTED SAYING "THAT'S HOW I ROLL."
AND GOD, I KEEP WORRYING THAT SHE'LL COME BACK FROM DENVER DURING A BREAK OR SOMETHING AND LET US KNOW SHE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. D: SERIOUSLY, THAT WOULD JUST FUCK ME UP TO NO END. ITS ONE OF THOSE REALLY WEIRD FEARS I HAVE. AND IT'LL FURTHER THAT WHOLE "WHY WASN'T I GOOD ENOUGH?" THING I KEEP RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD.
FUCK GIRLS AND RELATIONSHIPS. LET'S GO EAT ICE CREAM AND BITCH AT MOVIES! D< IT SOLVES ALL PROBLEMS! IT SOLVED IT AFTER GIRL-I-LOVE AND I DANCED AT PROM LIKE GIRLS DANCE AT PROM. D<
GOD, EATING ICE CREAM AND BITCHING AT DISNEY FILMS IS LIKE... A PASSTIME FOR MY FRIEND GROUP. XD
ME AND MY ROOMMATE EAT ICE CREAM AND PLAY GUITAR HERO. BECAUSE WE'RE COOL. SERIOUSLY, WEEPY GUITAR HERO IS THE MOST HILARIOUS THING EVER AFTER THE FACT. THERE IS NOTHING LESS HARDCORE THAN PLAYING FAKE GUITAR WHILE CRYING. XD
BUT GOD, THAT DOES SOUND AWESOME. :D MY FRIEND WOULD ACTUALLY GO "YOU, GUITAR HERO, NOW!" ON AIM AND IT WAS LIKE... A THREE MINUTE DRIVE TO HER HOUSE. X3 IT WAS JUST ONE OF THOSE FUNNY THINGS... AND ITS LIKE... I DUNNO, WE WERE JUST GETTING USED TO ME BEING ABLE TO DRIVE OVER AT WHATEVER TIME... LAYING IN FRONT OF HER HOUSE AND BSING AT LIKE... 11 AT NIGHT IS ONE OF MY BEST MEMORIES. ^^
/KATARA
D'AWW. D: *HUGS* SADLY WHEN YOU HAVE A KIND OF ALOOF CHARACTER IT MAKES YOU FEEL REALLY OUT OF THE LOOP. D8 GOOD LUCK WITH CLASSES AND ALL THAT, THOUGH!
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CRAP! HAHN STOLE THAT LACEY PAIR OF UNDERWEAR! D: MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE TOLD HIM NO LADY HAS EVER WORN THOSE...I HAVE IT ALL CLEARED UP, BUT THANKS FOR THE OFFER. *SMILES ( ... )
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AWWWWR. D8 *HUGS* I KNOW HOW THAT IS, AT LEAST KIND OF. I MOVED AFTER MY FRESHMAN YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND DIDN'T MAKE ANY FRIENDS UNTIL SECOND SEMESTER SENIOR YEAR, SO YOU'VE GOT ME BEAT. >>
AND NO, I WOULDN'T COMMENT AND SAY THAT STUFF AND THEN REGRET IT. IF YOU WANNA TALK OR WHATEVER ALWAYS FEEL FREE. I'M APPARENTLY A GOOD LISTENER? IN ANY CASE IT'S NOT OFF-PUTTING TO ME, IT JUST MAKES ME WANNA GIVE YOU MOAR HUGS. D8
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OH NO, IT'S TOTALLY NORMAL. I FELT SOMEWHAT SIMILAR ABOUT MY HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS WHEN I CAME TO COLLEGE, BUT NOWHERE NEAR THAT LEVEL AS I'D ONLY REALLY KNOWN THEM A FEW MONTHS. IT WAS JUST THE KIND OF THING WERE I JUST CLICKED WITH AN ENTIRE GROUP, AND THEN I BASICALLY LOST THEM ALL. IT'S SCARY AND SURE THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE YOU TALK WITH AND MAYBE GO TO DINNER WITH, BUT IT JUST ISN'T THE SAME.
I WAS LUCKY IN THAT I RECONNECTED WITH AN EX OF MINE MY FRESHMAN YEAR OF COLLEGE AND IN TURN MET HER ROOMMATE, WHO IS NOW MY ROOMMATE AND MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND EVER. IT'S NOT COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE TO MAKE SUCH GREAT CONNECTIONS EVEN WHEN WE GET OLDER.
AND IT'S OKAY, I'M USED TO PEOPLE GOING ON FOREVER. I REALLY AM THE 'SMILE AND NOD' TYPE UNTIL PEOPLE ARE FINISHED, AND THEN I USUALLY JUST TRY TO MAKE THEM FEEL BETTER OR HELP THEM BY RELATING THEIR PROBLEMS WITH MY OWN LIFE. WHICH SOME PEOPLE TAKE ISSUE WITH BUT IT'S HONESTLY NOT BECAUSE I WANT TO TALK ABOUT MYSELF BUT BECAUSE I WANT THEM TO KNOW I REALLY DO EMPATHIZE. >>
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YEAH, YOU DEFINITELY CAN'T MAKE FRIENDS LIKE THAT IN SUCH SHORT TIME, AND IT'S DEFINITELY A HELL OF A LOT HARDER.
I HAD A "FRIEND" LIKE THAT IN HIGH SCHOOL. SHE JUST KIND OF FOLLOWED ME AROUND AND BOTHERED ME AT LUNCH AND DIDN'T REALLY GET THAT I WASN'T THAT INTERESTED IN HANGING OUT WITH HER. >>
AND OH MAN, I WILL TEAR PEOPLE APART IF THEY MESS WITH MY FRIENDS. IT'S ABOUT THE ONLY TIME I'LL DO IT, I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY SAY TO ME, BUT IF IT'S MY FRIENDS...
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I MEAN, I ESTABLISHED THAT I CAN BE ONE SCARY BITCH WHEN DEALING WITH ME, BUT I STILL NEEDED TO GET THAT ACROSS WHEN MY FRIENDS ARE INVOLVED. THE WORST THING IS WHEN YOUR TWO BEST FRIENDS HAVE A DISAGREEMENT. LAST TIME, I REALLY HAD NO TROUBLE TAKING A SIDE... FOR A NUMBER OF REASONS, BUT ABOVE ALL BECAUSE SHE HAD A BETTER ARGUMENT TO MAKE. IT WAS A SHORT ARGUMENT, BUT IT SCARED ME FOR A WHILE.
AND WELL... TOTALLY MEAN OF ME, BUT IT WAS ALMOST A GAME I PLAYED WITH THIS ONE KID AT THE LUNCH TABLE... SEE HOW LONG I CAN LISTEN TO HIM WITHOUT YELLING AT HIM... ONLY ONCE DID HIS UTTER STUPIDITY ACTUALLY MAKE ME MOVE ME SEAT. XD I FELT REALLY BAD FOR LEAVING MY FRIEND WITH HIM THOUGH...
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YEAH, I'M USUALLY THE FRIEND THAT WON'T SAY ANYTHING, BECAUSE IF IT'S ME I DON'T CARE. D8 BUT YEAH, CHOOSING ALWAYS REALLY SUCKS. I HAD THE MOST AWKWARD CHOOSING TO DO EVER ONCE... SO THERE WAS A GROUP OF FIVE OF US. ME AND ANOTHER GIRL, R, LIKED THIS GIRL C. WELL C PICKED R AND NOT ME, AND THEY LASTED LIKE A COUPLE MONTHS IF EVEN, AND THEN THEY BROKE UP AND I WAS EQUALLY GOOD FRIENDS WITH BOTH OF THEM... IT WAS AWFUL HAVING TO CHOOSE. BUT THEN R WAS BEING WEIRD AND ENDED UP HANGING OUT WITH MY VERY FIRST GIRLFRIEND EVER WTF (RANDOMLY, I HADN'T TALKED TO THE GIRL SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL AND THEY DIDN'T KNOW EACH OTHER THROUGH ME AT ALL) SO IT ENDED UP BEING EASIER, BUT... YEAH.
WOW TALK ABOUT A REALLY CONFUSING STORY. SORRY. XD
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AND UGH, FUCKING GIRLS AND THEIR BEING HARD TO GET OVER. >> IT TOOK ME FOUR YEARS TO GET OVER K, THE ONE WHO I RECONNECTED WITH HERE AT COLLEGE. SHE DIDN'T ENTIRELY REJECT ME, WE DATED TWICE, AND SHE DUMPED ME FOR THE SAME GUY BOTH TIMES. D8 IT SERIOUSLY SUCKS. NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU WANT TO MAKE YOURSELF GET OVER SOMEONE YOU JUST CAN'T. YOUR BRAIN DOES IT ON ITS OWN DAMN TIME. >>
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AND GOD, I KEEP WORRYING THAT SHE'LL COME BACK FROM DENVER DURING A BREAK OR SOMETHING AND LET US KNOW SHE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. D: SERIOUSLY, THAT WOULD JUST FUCK ME UP TO NO END. ITS ONE OF THOSE REALLY WEIRD FEARS I HAVE. AND IT'LL FURTHER THAT WHOLE "WHY WASN'T I GOOD ENOUGH?" THING I KEEP RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD.
FUCK GIRLS AND RELATIONSHIPS. LET'S GO EAT ICE CREAM AND BITCH AT MOVIES! D< IT SOLVES ALL PROBLEMS! IT SOLVED IT AFTER GIRL-I-LOVE AND I DANCED AT PROM LIKE GIRLS DANCE AT PROM. D<
GOD, EATING ICE CREAM AND BITCHING AT DISNEY FILMS IS LIKE... A PASSTIME FOR MY FRIEND GROUP. XD
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WHY DOES THAT SOUND LIKE SOMETHING ZUZU WOULD DO?
BUT GOD, THAT DOES SOUND AWESOME. :D MY FRIEND WOULD ACTUALLY GO "YOU, GUITAR HERO, NOW!" ON AIM AND IT WAS LIKE... A THREE MINUTE DRIVE TO HER HOUSE. X3 IT WAS JUST ONE OF THOSE FUNNY THINGS... AND ITS LIKE... I DUNNO, WE WERE JUST GETTING USED TO ME BEING ABLE TO DRIVE OVER AT WHATEVER TIME... LAYING IN FRONT OF HER HOUSE AND BSING AT LIKE... 11 AT NIGHT IS ONE OF MY BEST MEMORIES. ^^
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