Jul 17, 2004 18:48
when once i felt bordered in nothing but continual companionship, has now turned and i'm suddenly faced with nothing but seclusion. A loneliness to say the very least. When ones you once lusted for, or treasured to the extent of love, has gesticulated quite clearly and not to be mistaken, in the form of a warning sign, held right in front of ones face- speaking harsh lines of clever hurtful honesty that the manner in which they once loved, has become nothing but moments of pleasure and illegal exciting contact. It's trying to be hidden, but these excuses and lies are nothing more then useless. I am the used and the user, the giver and the taker in this unhealthy 3647592365 night stands. I've seen how they work, and i know how they end, so i'm ending this just the same. Since love is passe, and emotions are dim i can't help it but fade you away.
my heart is erupting in gashes of pain.