Why is it so easy for people know how to hate, and so hard for people to know how to love?

This is how it works ( Read more... )

my brain hurts!

itll be okay

i make so much progress, and then it doesn't even matter anymore. i'm right back at square one. all within a day. ALLLL of that progress meant absolutely nothing! nothing nothing nothing ( Read more... )

jealousy is a very ugly thing.

i cried for such a stupid reason tonight. it makes me mad that i cried, that i felt weak.
then i went for a run in the rain. it felt damn good.

i fucked up!

i feel so... contradictory lately. everything is good but everything is also bad. i'm happy anddd pissed off, at the same time. HOW does that happen ( Read more... )

everyone's counting down the number of dayts of school left. i remember doing that every year, and this years the first year i don't want to count down the days. i want to savor each day. i dont really want high school to end yet. isn't it ironic?