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[the_day_after_]

I'm sure everyone has had an impending sense of doom within them. A feeling in your gut that tells you to expect the unexpected. At that moment, you swear that feeling would burst out of you like a free-for-all in a prison camp. But you knew you would have to hide your emotions. But that feeling. Oh, that feeling made you want to throw your insides twice over. And it's unavoidable. You know something will go wrong. But where, when, how... those things are all out of your control.

where are we thinking? what are we thinking? no chances left

you. me. them. us. when. where. what. who.

once again i have given up.
once again i have run away.

everything has gone wrong.
i don't know what the word "control" means anymore.
i went from school nerd to school fuck up.
nothing you say can change what i have done.
and what i have done is what is killing me on the inside.
run away, run away baby.
your plans have been changed.
screw the plans.
and screw the reservations.