Today has been one of the worst days I've had to endure for quite a while. Work was horrible. M scolded me for doing something the way she told me to do it and not in the manner she keeps in her head. I swear, I was so tempted to just leave after that shit but we need the money and I need this job too much. It was hard enough to not just go lock myself in the bathroom and cry. Of course, I feel like doing that at least once a day, sometimes more.
Then the drive home was hellish. So many slow assholes and one old deaf bicyclist who felt that he had the right to drive in the dead center of the lane, not on the side. Seriously, I'm surprised I'm able to talk with all the screaming at these assholes I did.
When I finally made it home, I had to steal the douchebag neighbor's porch light because they left it on and neither of us are planning on doing the Halloween thing this year. Then there was also a note on the door which I called about and found out our landlord has defaulted on the loan for the house. Add this to us not being able to get hold of him all day, and we were really worried that he might be dead (killed by one of the long line of sketchy tail that is constantly flowing through next door) or on the run.
We finally did manage to get ahold of him later and he's been sick & staying elsewhere. He's working on the financial situation and we're okay for now.
Still, since I've been ostracized from the neighborhood, frankly I've been itching to get the hell out of here anyway.
Plus, the cold that
beldar's been suffering from for the past week & a half has finally taken root and I'm miserable. So, my day totally sucks.
I hope everyone out there is doing well. Staying safe & having a great day. I will talk to you again soon. I have much to say but so little time for posting.
TTFN!