Moving on...
It's been a rough time for me these last few months, but I think things are finally starting to die down. I got rejection letters from med school, but my app info is on file with Guelph and I think I still have a chance with them for an interview... and if I get an interview I'm pretty confident I can be one of the ones who gets in.
School-wise I haven't been doing too great this semester, but I still have a chance to make up for things. I'm going to see a counselor with the centre for student development and I'm gonna see what my options are there... even if there aren't any, this year's far from a lost cause yet. Even better, it's not full-time so Guelph won't care about it.
I've at least got a job this summer, so money won't be quite so tight, even though my three week vacation in Europe's gonna take a chunk outta that. I'm really looking forward to the chance to get away and see the world... I've never been off this continent before and I've always wanted to travel... I'm going with my mom to see England, Scotland and France, which should be really interesting. It's just after Guelph finishes off their interviews in May, so maybe I'll even have some good news then!
Family wise, things are the same as they've always been... my mom's good-naturedly trying to push me to go out and find a nice local girl, but I don't think I'm ready for that yet. I think I've managed to finally find some sort of centre after the whole business with Li, but I'm definitely not looking for romantic involvement right now. Someday, maybe.
I'm still hurting a little bit from what happened, and I don't know how I feel towards Li herself anymore, but I think it's about time I accepted that this is the end of this chapter in my life and move on. Things don't always work out with roses and that's a shame... but life goes on. If she ever talks to me again, maybe we'll be able to patch things up and stay friends... I hope so, anyway, but that's another time.
I gotta find my centre in the here and now and move forward. I deserve to be happy... now's just all about making that happen and making time for me.
School-wise I haven't been doing too great this semester, but I still have a chance to make up for things. I'm going to see a counselor with the centre for student development and I'm gonna see what my options are there... even if there aren't any, this year's far from a lost cause yet. Even better, it's not full-time so Guelph won't care about it.
I've at least got a job this summer, so money won't be quite so tight, even though my three week vacation in Europe's gonna take a chunk outta that. I'm really looking forward to the chance to get away and see the world... I've never been off this continent before and I've always wanted to travel... I'm going with my mom to see England, Scotland and France, which should be really interesting. It's just after Guelph finishes off their interviews in May, so maybe I'll even have some good news then!
Family wise, things are the same as they've always been... my mom's good-naturedly trying to push me to go out and find a nice local girl, but I don't think I'm ready for that yet. I think I've managed to finally find some sort of centre after the whole business with Li, but I'm definitely not looking for romantic involvement right now. Someday, maybe.
I'm still hurting a little bit from what happened, and I don't know how I feel towards Li herself anymore, but I think it's about time I accepted that this is the end of this chapter in my life and move on. Things don't always work out with roses and that's a shame... but life goes on. If she ever talks to me again, maybe we'll be able to patch things up and stay friends... I hope so, anyway, but that's another time.
I gotta find my centre in the here and now and move forward. I deserve to be happy... now's just all about making that happen and making time for me.