hmmmmmm...
i know that we have the power to create our own realities. i know this and yet i create a reality that is just plain depressing and boring. i dunno why. i also know that boredom is your own fault and yet i choose it over doing more productive things with my time. true, i have been running everyday since i got back and reading a lot, but its just not fulfilling to me for some reason. i know everyone always wants more then what they have, but i am just sick and tired of life being so monotonous all the time. i need some variety, some excitment or something. maybe when school starts and rehearsals begin i will feel better. who knows? i stuck in a rut or something. i guess i am just in a daze. somebody please please PLEASE wake me up...