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I don't know what to do...

I'm at a breaking point in my life.

I just want to give up all of the time, because there's nothing to look forward to anymore, and nothing really to live for.

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Dear Josh:

I miss you so fucking much. Please wake up soon, so you can tell me you love me back. I want to be able to hold you so bad. You're there, but it's like your not, and being without you drives me insane. This is unreal. I just want to fucking wake up out of this nightmare. I love you so much, and I need you.

--love always
brittany

TONIGHT:

At Bulldog Cafe in fairdale, there is a show tonight benefitting Josh.  Local bands are playing, and proceeds are going to Josh. Hopefully everyone who can come, makes it. The show starts at 7:30, and I am not sure of the cost, but it will be under ten dollars, but it is for a great cause.

Hope to see you there..

I had been at the hospital since friday for the exception of going to school for a couple of hours and coming home to take a shower, but yesterday I felt dizzy and thought I was going to pass out, and I went to the doctor and they said since I was pregnant that I had sleep deprivation and I was severely dehydrated, so I went to the emergency room ( Read more... )

I love you so fucking much and you're going to make it through this.


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I thought a lot today, and right now, I am in a very emotionally draining situation that I don;t know how to handle. I keep thinking, "what if, what if.. I did this, or what if I was this or that.. etc" I can't help but miss the past ,like when I was little, and how things were so simple. I know what I have to do, but it's doing it is the hard part ( Read more... )

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