the shock...the awe...the horror...the pain
god damn you Phil Collins...not to mention anything by Chicago and for sentimental reasons, the entire 28 days later soundtrack.
my mind and life are forever fucked thanks to my out of whack emotions and having got in touch a bit much with my "feminine side"
the sappy side that cries like a newborn baby bitch late at night...after gorging and indulging in fatty sugary foods.ugh.
i hate myself when i cry. why do i feel the need to share? i want my pain and suffering and torturing crippling misery for public display i suppose to show...i am human after all. you god damn bastards!
that god damn Tarzan song...
Come stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here dont you cry
For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us cant be broken
I will be here dont you cry
And youll be in my heart
Yes, youll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart
Always
Why cant they understand the way we feel
They just dont trust what they cant explain
I know were different but deep inside us
Were not that different at all
And youll be in my heart
Yes, youll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart
Always
Dont listen to them, cause what do they know
We need each other, to have and to hold
Theyll see in time, I know
When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you gotta hold on
Theyll see in time, I know
Well show them together cuz...
Youll be in my heart
I believe, youll be in my heart
Ill be there from this day on
Now and forever more
Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart always
Always...
Ill be with you
Ill be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Ill be there always
"SCRATCH" by Allister
Ive been sitting here for hours
a burning image of you in my mind
finding comfort in the words you say
but its not the same
I know you're worth the wait
and I cant explain what Im going through inside
But I would turn away the world
just to have her here with me tonight
take our time
making sure that everything feels right
it wont be easy
but im not afraid
she's so far away
you better start from scratch
its now or never
but we cant look back
I need you with me
for another day
shes so far away
yeah far away
Ive been sitting here forever
your voice is resonating in my mind
countless hours with you on the phone
and now im not alone
I know youre worth the wait
and I cant escape
what Im going through inside
but I would turn away the world
just to have her here with me tonight
I know theres no time left for second chances
Still we're right despite these circumstances
Youve changed me more than you could ever know
So we will just hang on until tomorrow
so take my hand
dont ever let me go
"GHOST OF A CHANCE" by Rush
Like a million little doorways
All the choices we made
All the stages we passed through
All the roles we played
For so many different directions
Our separate paths might have turned
With every door that we opened
Every bridge that we burned
Somehow we find each other
Through all that masquerade
Somehow we found each other
Somehow we have stayed
In a state of grace
I don't believe in destiny
Or the guiding hand of fate
I don't believe in forever
Or love as a mystical state
I don't believe in the stars or the planets
Or angels watching from above
But I believe there's a ghost of a chance we can find someone to love
And make it last...
Like a million little crossroads
Through the backstreets of youth
Each time we turn a new corner
A tiny moment of truth
For so many different connections
Our separate paths might have made
With every door that we opened
Every game we played
Somehow we find each other
Through all that masquerade
Somehow we found each other
Somehow we have stayed
In a state of grace
I don't believe in destiny
Or the guiding hand of fate
I don't believe in forever
Or love as a mystical state
I don't believe in the stars or the planets
Or angels watching from above
But I believe there's a ghost of a chance we can find someone to love
And make it last...