Nov 16, 2004 20:45
Im going through some odd emotions lately, its weird because i get really superly OVERLY sensitive about the weirdest stuff when it comes to the people i really care for. Like yesterday ben bought me McDonalds and took me to a movie which was very nice indeed. But when we got back to the house i asked him not to eat the food in my sheets because thats just icky (sleeping in grease eww ) so i asked him to get up so i could pull the comforter over the sheets and i accidentally knocked his french fries out of his hands and on to the floor. I felt SO awful about it for some reason even though he was only upset for a second. I begged him to eat mine and he wouldnt and when he didnt i started to cry ! i Felt so bad about it and for some reason i still do ? Its odd how connected i get to people and i think im way to nice maybe i get so protective of my friends even ones that arent really that good of friends. I like to always see everyone really happy and if they are in even the least bit of distress it kills me inside.