so lonely

[the_boondoggle]

I miss my dad alot, i miss how he was so funny, how he smelled so good and he always wore his leather jacket so now whenever i smell one i think of him and its so nice. I miss how he would be gone for weeks for work but when he finally came home it would be the same ritual and he would bring home "gifts" aka get us all excited making us think he

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Lonely...

[irishgrl2685]

Hey brooky...altho I never got to meet ur dad, i'm sure hes proud of you...even tho I have my dad now..I still dont know wat it feels like to say dad, and I sometimes Wonder where I would be if my dad was always there..., would I be the person I am today? I dont think so...altho my dad never passed away, for years he was dead to me, and sometimes still is, & altho we have completely different lifes and still dont much about eachother, i'll always be there for you to talk to when ur feeling lonely like this...because I myself am lonley too...I've lost both parents for different reasons of course, but theres still always the thought of who would I be right now if certain things hadnt happened..and theres gotta be a reason for everything...sometimes you just dont know what it is....- hopefully I made sense to you haha...im getting teary eyed right now..so i';m gonna let you go..but just reemeber if u ever need anyone i;m here for you as a cousin & a friend even if its just to talk about our dumb borin family...or anything else....

love ya...::Ashley::

Always remember..." An upright man is NEVER a down right failure!"....haha