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I don't know how I'm supposed to feel. 3 North was weird enough but here I am, somewhere even fucking weirder. Apparently, somewhere around here, there's a guy who's, like, my mirror image or something. I've been accidentally hit on by a guy, thrown up on about three people, got a sunburn, got high. So it's a mixed bag.
But I shouldn't be here. And I keep thinking about my mom and sister.
Is this, I wonder, any better than jumping off the Brooklyn Bridge?
Somebody told me that this is called the rec-room. It kind of reminds me of 3 North; it doesn't smell quite as much like pee and meals from earlier. I'm sitting at one of the tables with a sketchbook and a pencil in front of me. I keep thinking that I'm going to try and draw something, because I remember that feeling - the one that I had back in 3 North. I'd forgotten, but drawing was like travelling, like moving, and it helped.
So maybe it'll help now.
I pick up the pencil and I look at the page for a moment.
I'll start with a brain map and go from there, I guess.
I'll imagine somewhere I've never been.
ooc: Craig's drawing at one of the tables in the rec-room. It's clearly a map. ST/LT welcome. I'd love for him to meet island teenagers, people he can draw, anyone! :D
But I shouldn't be here. And I keep thinking about my mom and sister.
Is this, I wonder, any better than jumping off the Brooklyn Bridge?
Somebody told me that this is called the rec-room. It kind of reminds me of 3 North; it doesn't smell quite as much like pee and meals from earlier. I'm sitting at one of the tables with a sketchbook and a pencil in front of me. I keep thinking that I'm going to try and draw something, because I remember that feeling - the one that I had back in 3 North. I'd forgotten, but drawing was like travelling, like moving, and it helped.
So maybe it'll help now.
I pick up the pencil and I look at the page for a moment.
I'll start with a brain map and go from there, I guess.
I'll imagine somewhere I've never been.
ooc: Craig's drawing at one of the tables in the rec-room. It's clearly a map. ST/LT welcome. I'd love for him to meet island teenagers, people he can draw, anyone! :D