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Feb 25, 2008 21:42

The stars were so clear out here. It was nice and peaceful and just nothing ( Read more... )

john wilkes booth, julian bell, guy burgess, hunter novotny-bruckner, michael novotny

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poetic_apostle February 26 2008, 06:02:00 UTC

Julian peered into the darkness, trying not to think about the last time he'd been on the trampoline. "...Hullo?" he called softly, standing at the edge. "Er--Michael?" He wasn't positive, but he thought that was who it was. If so he should likely talk to him.

always_zephyr February 26 2008, 06:13:03 UTC

Micheal turned his head to see Julian standing on the edge. He immediately sat up with a smile on his face. "Julian! Hi!"

poetic_apostle February 26 2008, 06:35:41 UTC

"How are you?" Julian asked, smiling back at Michael automatically. He hopped up onto the edge, scooting closer to Michael.

always_zephyr February 27 2008, 01:20:26 UTC

"I feel nothing..." He said with a blissful smile. "It's great."

poetic_apostle February 27 2008, 01:23:34 UTC

"Careful," Julian cautioned with a wry look. "I find I do stupid things when I'm feeling nothing..." Like sleeping with Guy. Like letting Alex kiss him. God, he really needed to stop drinking. It was dangerous.

always_zephyr February 27 2008, 09:14:06 UTC

That just sent Micheal into a full burst of laughter. "Nothing can get any worse then I feel right now." He said despite his laughing so hard, making no sense.

poetic_apostle February 27 2008, 20:05:07 UTC

Julian watched him almost warily, brow furrowing in concern. "What's wrong?" he asked softly, forgetting the reason he'd wanted to speak to Michael in the face of his obvious upset--drug-induced laughter notwithstanding.

always_zephyr February 28 2008, 04:02:45 UTC

"Ben's gone." He said as if it wasn't that big a deal, of course in his stone haze it really wasn't.

poetic_apostle February 28 2008, 09:23:43 UTC

Julian wasn't sure what to say to that. "I'm sorry," he said at last, voice quiet. That explained Michael's condition, at least.

always_zephyr February 29 2008, 02:41:41 UTC

He shrugged. "What else is new? Someone loves me, they disappear." Again totally matter a fact, he just running his mouth. He didn't mean to tell Julian that much , but it just came out.

poetic_apostle February 29 2008, 06:02:07 UTC

Julian frowned, reaching out a hand to squeeze Michael's shoulder gently. "I don't think it's that," he argued gently, though he could certainly understand the sentiment of late.

always_zephyr March 2 2008, 06:57:21 UTC

Turning his head, which was beginning to feel heavy, Micheal gave Julian a heavy look. "Then what is it? I'm just so...tired of this."

poetic_apostle March 2 2008, 08:47:24 UTC

"It's just...this place." It was a simple truth, really. With a sigh, Julian added in a low voice, "I lost someone recently, myself."

always_zephyr March 4 2008, 04:00:17 UTC

"I'm sorry." Micheal returned Julian's gesture, except his hand squeezed his thigh. "It's not fair. We get to love someone and then they're just...gone."

poetic_apostle March 4 2008, 06:33:12 UTC

"Life is like that, too," Julian mused, frowning slightly. "But you can't stop loving. You can't be afraid. Love is...it's worth the risk." It felt good to talk like that again, to think like that again. A few months ago Julian hadn't thought it possible he would believe in love ever again. And yet, here he was.

always_zephyr March 5 2008, 01:23:28 UTC

Micheal looks up at Julian with an almost pitiful look, all lost and plantive. "This would be time number five. Given, the first wasn't so sudden." He sighed and looked away. "Sometimes I wish it was. And well...Guy. But then I think I was just blind. I wanted him to love me...so badly. I guess wanting isn't enough."

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