So Leaving Was Extremely hard.. it's started to snow the last two days and that was awesome, it was butt ass freezing but it was just incredible.. I love it there, I didn't want to leave
We all had a meet up at joes and had breakfast which was nice. Randy went with drew and me to the airport, and me and drew went it, and when that security check came through, drew was by my side i felt my heart break. =( I was crying my eyes out, and he was whiping my tears, saying he loved me and kissed me many times, but still i was in tears, and i was starting to get checked so he's like i gotta go now you better call me when your plane lands, and kissed me many times again exchanged i love you's and he left, my tears just pouring down my face.. this lady tugs on my shirt, and is like miss the young boi is coming back for you, and he runs and grabs me, and kisses me, and says i love you, and kisses me again and giggles one for the road. hehe. and everyone was like awww, how cute. lol.
After i go through check i get a call saying "you bitch i hate you, you made me cry." lol. awwww.. he was being so brave and strong no crying nothing, just sad. but we talked like 3 times, before boarding, and when i land. i called him, and he was upset he was like "baby i promise on new years eve i will be there i can't stand it without you i love you soo much, i never realized how much until you left me, i've been sniffing the life out of the blankie you made me so i can smell you, and i tried to sleep but i can't, and i'm willing to do whatever it takes to get you to move here, and we will do this together, we will get a place together, and you will tour around with me, i can't be without you."
and that was just the cutest. I don't know what i would do without him.. at first when i first got there it was more lust, but as time progressed, it turned into love. I miss him so much, i hate it without him, it's not the same. I miss my friends, i miss it all.
*the plan is i'm moving within the next 5 months, and gonna start a life with the man i'm head over heels for.. I can't stand it without him. i miss him more than anything, I'm gonna finish school, and take my license test, and get a car, and work, my ass off, and he's gonna come down to help me move, I will visit cali every month though that's the plan, and mom is gonna buy property out there, so we can get a house together, it's all falling into place, drew is just extremely busy with his band and music, and Infinity* eight, and Project Gift are gonna go on tour soon. so wel will see I can't wait as long as needed. I love him more than anything. I have never felt this way since my first love.*
So enough rambling here's the pics.
EVER SEEN A PUPPY IN DIAPERS? WELL U JUST HAVE!!!
The show where at? THE SHELTER!!
My One And Only Someone.
I love you more than anything in the world, and we will walk side by side hand in hand.
the coolest dog ever.
hahaha.
sO EMO.
hmmm a lil fucked up lol
GREATEST PICTURE!
My familia
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my mama yes we kiss