Will you hold my hand forever, and walk side bye side? or will it all fade away within time
So It's been a LONG time since i updated, but i've just been so busy with everything and my friends, my wonderful boyfriend who i'm sitting here watching him write music, and play the guitar and sing to me, I just love it, the whole diff world, the people, everything, i don't wanna leave and this is upsetting me more and more, i only have 3 more days to go. But me and drew already talked about it, were gonna try to make this work, i absolutely love this guy more than anything, and i can't imagine not being with him, he's my one for now, even though i'm only 18, and he's 20. who knows what will happen in the future.... were just taking it day by day, but MOM, DAD, your not making this any easier, and you confuse the fuck out of me, and it makes me want to give up, but after the two weeks i had, i'm willing to sacrifice everything to be with him, but i know he's in a band, and gonna be very busy... hehe, i even get jealous when girls look at him, and try to touch him ( yes he's gorgeous and they all stare), i've never done that before. I love you babe, and your everything to me. We will always be friends, and lovers no matter what. I can't stand having to leave him, and go back to HELL LA. But i got my puppy. her names lacee, she's beautiful, she looks like a saint bernard. i have tons of pics.. I don't think I can Leave, i love everyone, and they all love me. It's incredibly beautiful here, it's indescribable. I don't think i can do this. i'm so upset inside, i'm gonna go back home wait two months, and be lonely again. this is the hardest thing. There's not one thing i dislike about you.
If we don't work out drew, I will always love you, you've shown me something that no one has. how to love, how to enjoy life to the fullest no matter what, and to just have fun. =)... There't not one thing i fucking dislike about you, our relationship is fun, were fun people. and thats the way it should be. we only argued twice, and it lasted 10 mins lol.. I love you baby, will you be my penguin in the future?
I'M GLAD I'M THAT CRAZY AND WENT FOR IT, THEN NEVER GOT TO EXPERIENCE IT AT ALL, THAT'S WHAT LIFES ABOUT. AND I'M LIVING IT TO THE FULLEST.
I know that life ain't always good to you.
I've seen exactly what it’s put you through
Thrown you around and turned you upside down and so you
You got to thinking there was no way out
You started sinking and it pulled you down
It may be tough you've to get back up
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause’ I will carry you till you
Carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me
To hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart
Well you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me
To hold you till that feeling is gone
I wonder why nobody's waiting on you
I'd like to be the one to pull you through your darkest times
I'd love to be the light that finds you
I see a silver lining on your cloud
I'll pick you up whenever you fall down
Just take my hand and I will help you stand
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause’ I will carry you till you carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me to hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is
Gone so you can live today
Seems so long to yesterday
Keep on counting on me to carry you till you carry on
Carry on
If we don't work out drew, I will always love you, you've shown me something that no one has. how to love, how to enjoy life to the fullest no matter what, and to just have fun. =)... There't not one thing i fucking dislike about you, our relationship is fun, were fun people. and thats the way it should be. we only argued twice, and it lasted 10 mins lol.. I love you baby, will you be my penguin in the future?
I'M GLAD I'M THAT CRAZY AND WENT FOR IT, THEN NEVER GOT TO EXPERIENCE IT AT ALL, THAT'S WHAT LIFES ABOUT. AND I'M LIVING IT TO THE FULLEST.
I know that life ain't always good to you.
I've seen exactly what it’s put you through
Thrown you around and turned you upside down and so you
You got to thinking there was no way out
You started sinking and it pulled you down
It may be tough you've to get back up
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause’ I will carry you till you
Carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me
To hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart
Well you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me
To hold you till that feeling is gone
I wonder why nobody's waiting on you
I'd like to be the one to pull you through your darkest times
I'd love to be the light that finds you
I see a silver lining on your cloud
I'll pick you up whenever you fall down
Just take my hand and I will help you stand
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause’ I will carry you till you carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me to hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is
Gone so you can live today
Seems so long to yesterday
Keep on counting on me to carry you till you carry on
Carry on