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[the_benbi]

Maybe I just don't know what I want. I think I do, I think I am so sure of myself, and then poof, I seem to get, and I realize I just don't know what I want.

I screwed up again, wussed out. Lifes to short to not just grab it, hold it, and make it do what you want.

maybe tommorow will be different.

no. Tommorow WILL be different.