Dec 15, 2005 21:32
Its always dissapointing when you really try and put some effort into something, really pour your heart into it, invest a little bit of your love and a little bit of your fragile feelings, only to have that come crashing down upon you. Do I regret it? Of course I don't regret it. I gave it my best shot, I am much happier standing here, after having really tried and losing, than to be standing on the otherend, unsure of myself. I feel so much better knowing I gave myself an honest chance, knowing that I failed not because I didn't try, but, for whatever reaso, it just didn't work out. Now, to simply pick myself up, and try again.
But oh, it truly was a bit of a shot to the heart.