Sep 07, 2004 15:11
i don't believe in biting my tongue anymore.
girls will be girls and boys will be boys.
and they will always get mad at each other but they will always kiss and make up.
(i like to believe that last part is true and that this is how things are supposed to be and that love is enough)
it's raining today.
i've been listening to the new taking back sunday with a new found appreciation.
i need to talk to rachel pretty badly.
last night i did my best to be bold and i think i did alright.
and then she showed up like i prayed she would and all i could feel was vulnerable.
she could have done with me anything she wanted.
she promised to take care of me.
last night was one of the greatest nights we've ever spent together.
it's funny, i guess. i guess i was wrong after all.
but none of it matters wait probably it does.
whatever, i feel okay and i'm going to go to the bookstore to find bukowski before i go to my terrible job.
brandon.