fare well.
so finally home alone for the week. and already its gone off to a bad start.
been feeling pretty ill for quite a while now, and it seems my body is just deteriorating more and more. i mean theres the whole ears thing, which really gets to me, and i know it gets worse if youre tired and stressed, its just a vicious circle.
but omg
like feeling rough coz went out to dock last night. and hadnt really eaten anything all day. and yeah usual sickiness. fine. but then went to fart..as you do. and i shit myself. at first i was like eh. coz i'd just been to loo. but low and behold i had. all over myself. most degrading thing ever. was horrid. seriously feel like my intenstines have fallen out my arse. sadie and liz are meant to be staying tonight, hope they diont mind my fucked up botty. just running a bath, try and steam this beast outta me. ughhh. feeel horrid.
last night was fun though, i love sadie, funny lady. and lou :-) saw some nice people as well. but yeah. just abit shitty that everyone seems to have someone these days. i just wana nice boy. coz im a nice girl. but alas.
ughhh stomach kills sooo bad.
saturday night was the funniest though. we had organised an end of year get together coz we didnt get a prom. :-( but heh soo funny. was full of:
dinner lady shaking her drag queen booty
boy kissing other boys 15yr old girlfriend
bloody hands
nearly getting kicked out for drugs going on in bogs
scals crashing our party
full on rubbing and throbbing and kissing
old ladies nicking our food
miscarriage stories
art teacher's toy boy
gonna proper miss the friends ive made. we have a little family. grrr
ROLL ON THE SUMMER
been feeling pretty ill for quite a while now, and it seems my body is just deteriorating more and more. i mean theres the whole ears thing, which really gets to me, and i know it gets worse if youre tired and stressed, its just a vicious circle.
but omg
like feeling rough coz went out to dock last night. and hadnt really eaten anything all day. and yeah usual sickiness. fine. but then went to fart..as you do. and i shit myself. at first i was like eh. coz i'd just been to loo. but low and behold i had. all over myself. most degrading thing ever. was horrid. seriously feel like my intenstines have fallen out my arse. sadie and liz are meant to be staying tonight, hope they diont mind my fucked up botty. just running a bath, try and steam this beast outta me. ughhh. feeel horrid.
last night was fun though, i love sadie, funny lady. and lou :-) saw some nice people as well. but yeah. just abit shitty that everyone seems to have someone these days. i just wana nice boy. coz im a nice girl. but alas.
ughhh stomach kills sooo bad.
saturday night was the funniest though. we had organised an end of year get together coz we didnt get a prom. :-( but heh soo funny. was full of:
dinner lady shaking her drag queen booty
boy kissing other boys 15yr old girlfriend
bloody hands
nearly getting kicked out for drugs going on in bogs
scals crashing our party
full on rubbing and throbbing and kissing
old ladies nicking our food
miscarriage stories
art teacher's toy boy
gonna proper miss the friends ive made. we have a little family. grrr
ROLL ON THE SUMMER