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can everyone just like not be someone else for once...including myself. i hate how incredibly fake people are...and once again im not excluding myself when i say that because i know there are times when im a complete fake too. its just retarded how people ahve to change so drastically...because of it i'm losing freindships that mean a lot to me. i wish we could all just be constant and consistant when things happen in life....sean is the only person i know that has remained the same, personality wise, the entire time i've known him. i mean that would be awesome if i could do the same thing....i wish we all could do that it would save me from going insane keeping up with it all. i hate myself lately and thats like so sad to say but i hate the girl im becoming i thought i had gotten away from her last year and she's just like coming back. im so ready for school to be over.