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[the__television]

i decieded that i am going to write in this. i keep on writing love letters to her everyday like i promised her i would when we were together..and it seems like its working, but i just dont want the world to see how i am not so strong and how i do ache everyday

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[no_lynnitations]

we used to be lj friends on my old lj [rocknrolllynn]

i'm sorry to hear about all of this. i know how you feel.
i hope everything gets better for you.

[the__television]

(: i feel that, thanks lady.

[punkerspelunker]

Don't take this the wrong way, but don't be a pussy about leaving. I've realized a lot since I left this time, a lot more than the other 500 times I left, Every other time I went somewhere I had a plan and someone to stay with and some sence of security, but ya know what? This time I left with THREE people, nowhere to stay, and everyone but me has now left, and things are going better than EVER. I mean yea, there's ups and downs, but I'm taking a lot more steps forward lately than backwards. Which way do you feel like you're taking steps? But yea, about you being a pussy, what I meant is that I left with like 200 dollars MAYBE, and I've met kids that left with a lot less than that. Do this, go outside right now, sit on the sidewalk with a sign that says you need a bus ticket to wherever, and I guarentee that within a few days you'll be wherever you want to go. You just gotta do it babe. But figure out what you want. I left a lot having no idea really why I was leaving, and it always failed. This time I knew (fucking FINALLY) what I

[the__television]

im not being a pussy about leaving? thats the whole point. im more then ready to leave and am getting to anxious! haha
me and fred were talking about you today. i miss you and hopefully me and fred will be visiting sooner then later. how are things?

[punkerspelunker]

Things are sweet. I'm on my way to rockstardom. Seriously, I've been playing out on the street like a lot becuase I too punk rock for a job, but the cops keep hastling me becuase I"m too punk rock to be playing around all these fucking hippies. God. There's so many hippies. Deffinately not enough punk rockers. But ANYWAY, point is, the other day when I was playing, this guy, instead of putting money in my case, put a buisness card in my case. he's like a talent agent or whatever and he likes my shit so I have another meeting with him wednesday at 5. I had a meeting with him the other day and it went really well. I think he's gonna try to get me into a studio tomarrow so I can crank my shit and really rock out because I had to keep it low the other day because we were like in this fancy ass office building. so yea. today I'm doing homework for him (Kwesi, that's his name) and yea, we'll see how the meeting goes tomarrow. so yea, things are good. I left out a lot of the bad stuff, but there's not to much of it worth disussing anyway.