I'm having an emotional melt down. Please hold.
Haven't seen my boyfriend in a week. Work sucks, I know. If I didn't care for him so much I don't think this would bother me.
The newness is already starting to wear off, and I hate to say it but we are drifting apart. I could feel something in your voice tonight.
I have to wake up early for the SAT prep course. Another day at school, which makes me feel sick to my stomach but I need the scores bad, at least a 1300 for NYU and a 1200 for LAMDA. It's only three hours and after I get to see Josh. Maybe.
I'm getting sick. My throat is scratchy and I can't keep my eyes open. This cannot happen now. I just simply can't handle being sick and having to do all of the things I need to get done.
The other day a boy named Chris in my Government class gave me an audition sheet for this new show. It honestly made my day. I'm so excited to write the essay.
I have to memorize my lines this weekend and drive to Deltona for the Cats soundtrack. I can do this ... I can do this. I haven't seen Jordan. I want to know this exact second if he wants to do anything with me.
Ryann, Amber and I are rebels. The African American girls are going to beat our asses. I don't care though because "we don't have assigned seats".
The palmetto bug that crawled across my hand is now dead. Thank you for caring.
I am so miserable right now. I wish you were here to just hold me, honestly, I wish anyone was here to just hold me.
Everything just seems so pointless right now.
The newness is already starting to wear off, and I hate to say it but we are drifting apart. I could feel something in your voice tonight.
I have to wake up early for the SAT prep course. Another day at school, which makes me feel sick to my stomach but I need the scores bad, at least a 1300 for NYU and a 1200 for LAMDA. It's only three hours and after I get to see Josh. Maybe.
I'm getting sick. My throat is scratchy and I can't keep my eyes open. This cannot happen now. I just simply can't handle being sick and having to do all of the things I need to get done.
The other day a boy named Chris in my Government class gave me an audition sheet for this new show. It honestly made my day. I'm so excited to write the essay.
I have to memorize my lines this weekend and drive to Deltona for the Cats soundtrack. I can do this ... I can do this. I haven't seen Jordan. I want to know this exact second if he wants to do anything with me.
Ryann, Amber and I are rebels. The African American girls are going to beat our asses. I don't care though because "we don't have assigned seats".
The palmetto bug that crawled across my hand is now dead. Thank you for caring.
I am so miserable right now. I wish you were here to just hold me, honestly, I wish anyone was here to just hold me.
Everything just seems so pointless right now.