never felt it before
ok, so i was getting really fucking fed up with the way that nate has been being such a jackass as of late ...so i was like fuck it, i'm going to not show up for a few weeks and show him just how shitty life is without some as FANTABULOUS as ME! but of course, seeing as im an over dramatic loser i sent him a tm right before we had gotten out of class that quoted a song "you'd better kiss me, cause you're gonna miss me when im gone" (i don't listen to country often at all, but sometimes it can be useful) ... so, point is, he gave me a ride back to my car and we did end up kissing ... first time in a while too ... and i wish that i could truly explain how it felt ... i know it probably has something to do with the fact that im a hopeless romantic but it was the most passionate kiss i've ever felt and not in the fuck me passion sort of way ... it seemed that he missed them just as much as i did ... now i don't know if i want to stand him up or not ... i guess we'll see what happens this morning ... if he goes back to being a dick then fuck him .. but if not...