[MEME] wanna cry saying goodbye

Jun 24, 2011 01:18

(TRIGGER WARNING: This meme deals heavy with death and also possibly with strong violence or with suicide/depression. If you are not comfortable reading about that, please PLEASE do not proceed further.)

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Shadow the Hedgehog | Sonic Adventure 2 | 5 & 2 no1canbreakyou June 25 2011, 07:03:28 UTC
[ Shadow wasn't sure how long he'd gone on now-- the box he was locked in... It had prevented him from using his abilities.

Locked in a cell-like box, vents present like air holes for captured bugs. But no food.

No water.

It was a miracle he could survive this long... Rather, it was due to his status as Ultimate Life form that had kept him alive this long... Being genetically created to survive... And every second he wished he could just die.

He couldn't feel anything anymore, curled up on the floor of the box. If anyone noticed he was gone, he was certain they'd have found him by now. But...

That's the way things were. ]

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I... seriously rolled a 5, I am not kidding anuvatajava June 25 2011, 21:32:30 UTC
[How long, how long had it taken before anyone could find the black hedgehog? He was gone, he had been missing, that much had been certain, and it wasn't a matter of Shadow needing time to be alone, to drift and wander as he was prone to do. No, something within Sonic had told him that something was wrong, and completely so.

Shadow could probably hear the rush toward the cell-like box as the blue hedgehog had sped toward, winds behind him picking up and also pushing him forward, making him that much faster.

But it may have already been too late.]

Shadow!

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oh my no1canbreakyou June 25 2011, 21:40:14 UTC
[ As he lay on the floor of the metal box, Shadow could hear the sound of rushing wind. He smirked somewhat, thinking of how he always knew Sonic was about when he heard the wind blow.

When he heard the voice call his name, he was certain he was just imagining things.

After all, it had been months. An impossibly long time. He stared at the floor, eyes blank, waiting. ]

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anuvatajava June 25 2011, 21:57:09 UTC
[Months. It really had been months. Sonic kicked at the box, not caring that it was made of metal and he was entirely made of flesh. He kicked at it again, as if that would make it better or make it magically open somehow. Or incite the black hedgehog to respond, to get up and fight, to do something, anything. To do anything but...

He didn't want to think about it.]

Shadow, I know you're in there! Say something!

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no1canbreakyou June 25 2011, 22:01:43 UTC
[ The box shook about him and his eyes opened wide. There was actually someone there. But he couldn't sit up-- the strength to do so was gone. He tried to speak, but his voice was raspy and hard to make out. ]

Something.

[ A joke. Sonic had taught him to, after all. Whether it was cynical or not, Shadow did have the ability to make light of a situation... though often times when he did, it was not the best time. This was one of those scenarios. ]

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anuvatajava June 25 2011, 22:22:43 UTC
[Sonic's ears flicked hard and craned as he heard the voice. It was weak, hoarse, barely there. And while Shadow had indeed cracked a joke and Sonic would have been beaming with pride in any other situation, the humor was lost on the blue hedgehog. It was his turn to be serious.]

This... This isn't funny, Shadow! Don't... don't go anywhere!

[Don't go anywhere? It seemed like such an inane thing to say, yet Sonic had meant it in the way it had come out. Don't go. As if somehow Sonic could defy all the laws of nature and tell it to stop and spare his friend.]

... I'm gonna help you. I have to, and I will! I...

[No, not now, he couldn't falter now. He thought he was giving him a promise, and every promise Sonic made, he intended to keep. Yet this time... No matter how many or how pure his good intentions were, they were simply that. Intangible intentions.]

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no1canbreakyou June 25 2011, 22:30:40 UTC
[ Shadow struggled somewhat, his chest heaving with effort as he began to push himself up. Skin and bones, that's what he looked like, but still he tried. He dragged himself toward the wall closest to Sonic, where vents were present and let out a hoarse cough as he rested his body against the wall, the side of his head against the vents so he could speak. ]

Don't waste your time. My past is catching up with me, that's all.

[Shadow had finally cracked the mystery of the box; but he was so weak that there was no way he'd ever be able to open it. He thought about telling Sonic what it was, but what would that do? Fill the other with false hope? Set his friend free only to watch him die?

Even Shadow wasn't that cruel.]

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anuvatajava June 25 2011, 23:14:45 UTC
What?! This isn't wasting my time, stop saying stuff like that!

[The words were coming out fast, anger overtaking the rising fear that Sonic had been rendered utterly useless and helpless. When his friend needed his help the most, there was nothing he could do. Absolutely nothing. He had no idea about the box, how Shadow ended up in it, who put him in there. The only thing Sonic knew was that he had to get him out of it.

He could hear the shuffling, and it was a disturbing, unsettling sound. Sonic moved closer to the box where the vents were, where he saw what he could of Shadow.]

... You better tell me what happened. What are you talking about, this whole thing about your past?

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no1canbreakyou June 25 2011, 23:18:56 UTC
It doesn't matter now... I was captured... I'm not sure by who, but they left me here. Perhaps it was the ones who killed my family... Came to finish the job.

[His voice is calm, despite how hoarse and quiet it is. There's a hint to it; like he's smiling. Shadow had no doubt resigned himself to the fate he had now.

And this is how the world ends.
And this is how the world ends.
And this is how the world ends. ]

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anuvatajava June 26 2011, 00:20:09 UTC
It does too matter! You're...

[Sonic pounded his fist against the metal, frustrated, upset, and again terrified of the idea that... Sonic couldn't even think of the word. It should have been impossible, didn't they already hint at it that it had been impossible for him to...

A gloved hand pulled at the vent, trying to wrench it free, pull it out of its socket, Sonic pulled at it with all of his strength, but it remained there, unmoving.

But he couldn't give up. Without warning, Sonic kicked and punched the box, then resorted to spinning into it at high speed, using Homing Attacks, anything in his arsenal he could to break or even crack the box open. But there it had been, unmoving.

Eventually Sonic stopped, catching his breath, his hands red and bleeding from his futile attempts. Not even his sharpened spines at so many miles an hour could dent or scratch the box.

He couldn't give up. Shadow couldn't either. It wasn't right, Shadow never gave up or in, why now, and why like this...]

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i just got an evil idea no1canbreakyou June 26 2011, 02:05:35 UTC
[ Shadow collapsed against the floor of the box once more as it rattled and crashed about him, but overall stayed as it was. Dented, however, and Shadow noticed how he had less space in it as before... But instead he let out a light chuckle. ]

Chaos Control...

[He spoke again, this time as a suggestion, even though he knew it was futile... at least, for how much longer he'd live.]

The box is impregnable to Chaos attacks... From the inside... If you can transport the box away instead of me...

[That was the only way out that he could think of. It had taken him the last month and a half to figure it out. That was all.]

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i need to know what this idea is <3 anuvatajava June 26 2011, 02:22:22 UTC
Wait, what...? No way, you gotta be kidding me.

[Sonic spoke into the vent, getting as close as he could to the black hedgehog. Did he hear that right? Chaos Control? Really? That was it?

How was that even possible? Sonic almost dismissed the idea as completely ridiculous, and yet he trusted Shadow to know more about Chaos Control itself. Sonic had only ever used it twice. How could he separate the two of them with just one surge of Chaos energy?]

Is that really gonna work? I don't... [Understand. Want to hurt you. Want you to suffer. But he trailed off before he could finish his sentence.]

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basically this meme + some mindfuck meme. :D no1canbreakyou June 26 2011, 02:31:27 UTC
[ Coughs a bit, trying to make his voice louder. ]

Do it... I'm as good as dead anyway...

[His intent wasn't to scare Sonic, but skirting around the edges wasn't going to solve anything. With Sonic here, things could at least get done, even if it wouldn't last.]

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l-lol evil wins? XD anuvatajava June 26 2011, 04:22:34 UTC
[Sonic shook his head, really not wanting to hear that word come out of Shadow's mouth or from anyone. Impossible, that's what it was, from what he knew of Shadow, it had to be impossible for him to...]

Okay, fine! I'll try it, okay?! I can do this!

[Chaos Control. Third time had to be the charm. Third time's the charm. From his cosmic pocket, from cosmic oblivion, Sonic pulled out a Chaos Emerald. Green. How fitting. The blood that seeped through some of this white gloves had begun to stain the empyreal crystal in his hands.

He showed it to Shadow.]

You're gonna be fine, okay, or you better be and this better work!

[Sonic exhaled. He had to try, he had to try something, and this was the best solution that they could come up with. The blue hedgehog concentrated, remembering how he had done this the first two times before, focusing on separating the black hedgehog and the box to free Shadow from his prison.]

... Chaos.... CONTROL!

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not necessarily~ no1canbreakyou June 26 2011, 04:35:25 UTC
[ Shadow looked down. The desperation in Sonic's voice had saddened him a great deal. He knew he was going to die. But to be out of the box... Out of this horrible trap... It's all that mattered to him now.

Once the brightness of the Emerald enveloped everything, he soon found himself on the dirt ground, the box nowhere in sight. He didn't smell all that good, he was almost a skeleton, and he could barely move, flopping onto his side like a lifeless doll. ]

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ooh okay XD anuvatajava June 26 2011, 05:11:33 UTC
[Chaos Control was draining. How Shadow could use it as much as he had, Sonic didn't know. He had to shut his eyes to avoid being blinded by the chaotic radiance and light, and yet he had also done that out of some fear, not knowing once he opened his eyes if it would have worked.

And yet it had.

The Emerald disappeared into nothingness along with the light.

And the blue hedgehog turned pale at the sight of his friend.]

Shadow!

[How could... how could anyone do this to him, what had Shadow done to deserve this, he hadn't done anything wrong, why did he have to suffer over and over, why did it have to be like this, why was it... so damn unfair.

Immediately Sonic was by Shadow's side, getting his arms underneath his friend and holding him up as best he could to at least have the black hedgehog more upright. Even in Shadow's state he could more than likely feel how much Sonic had been trembling.]

H-hey, wake up... I did it... I told you I would, right...?

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