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I sit here Pondering many thoughts,situations and dilemas,The Tears build in My eyes as i look too Tommarow and realize the Faces that I truley Love and Enjoy are now a figment of yesterday.As i write this i wonder what road im going to take now that my lifesource of Friends has been Torn from my life.
Life seems to be so Numb sometimes One day your living it up Loveing everything you do the Next your Grasping onto reality trying not to fall of the Edge into an Emotional Collapse.To some of you this may be an Over reaction in my depictions of the events as of late,The truth is Many situations have dilvulged themselves in my life leading up to My breaking point.Iam not asking for sympathy or Pitty.if i ask to talk to you please keep in mind im in a state of unrest...
My Life as a whole right now is Void of Complete Feeling ill let you into the depths of my mind...
I currently live at home and My parents do not treat me with the respect that i deserve or desire,My dog Ruins everything that i own and she contaminates it with her hair.The person that i really have started to care for and devlop an intrest in seems to be confused in her life witch sways my feeling's for her.I'am not content with myself witch only drives my emotions into overload.I just wish it was all Normal i just wished i lived a Normal happy life,Then again there is no such thing as Normal...
Please onece again im not writeing this for sympathy or pitty nor do i want you to feel im a "depressed" kid,I have just hit a major road block in my drive in Life...
Peace,Truth,Love...
Kyle.
"Quote the Raven "Please Open my Numb Eyes to the Reality of this world - Me."
This song describes mmy Life completly...
Coldplay - "In my Place"
In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah
And I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
(Oh for it)
I was scared, I was scared
Tired and underprepared
But I wait for it
If you go, if you go
Leave me down here on my own
Then I'll wait for you (yeah)
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
(Oh for it)
(Sing it) Please, please, please
Come back and sing to me
To me, me
Come on and sing it out, now, now
Come on and sing it out, to me, me
Come back and sing it
In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
And I was lost, oh yeah, oh yeah
Life seems to be so Numb sometimes One day your living it up Loveing everything you do the Next your Grasping onto reality trying not to fall of the Edge into an Emotional Collapse.To some of you this may be an Over reaction in my depictions of the events as of late,The truth is Many situations have dilvulged themselves in my life leading up to My breaking point.Iam not asking for sympathy or Pitty.if i ask to talk to you please keep in mind im in a state of unrest...
My Life as a whole right now is Void of Complete Feeling ill let you into the depths of my mind...
I currently live at home and My parents do not treat me with the respect that i deserve or desire,My dog Ruins everything that i own and she contaminates it with her hair.The person that i really have started to care for and devlop an intrest in seems to be confused in her life witch sways my feeling's for her.I'am not content with myself witch only drives my emotions into overload.I just wish it was all Normal i just wished i lived a Normal happy life,Then again there is no such thing as Normal...
Please onece again im not writeing this for sympathy or pitty nor do i want you to feel im a "depressed" kid,I have just hit a major road block in my drive in Life...
Peace,Truth,Love...
Kyle.
"Quote the Raven "Please Open my Numb Eyes to the Reality of this world - Me."
This song describes mmy Life completly...
Coldplay - "In my Place"
In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah
And I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
(Oh for it)
I was scared, I was scared
Tired and underprepared
But I wait for it
If you go, if you go
Leave me down here on my own
Then I'll wait for you (yeah)
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
(Oh for it)
(Sing it) Please, please, please
Come back and sing to me
To me, me
Come on and sing it out, now, now
Come on and sing it out, to me, me
Come back and sing it
In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
And I was lost, oh yeah, oh yeah