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I'am going to sound like a Bitter man when i say this but i truley Do Not Like Valentines day...Yes i know its suppose to be about loveing that "Special Someone".Yet we define "love" as buying Choclate,Cards and Flowers.To me Love is something More Powerfull then all that, Love isnt a dozen roses that cost $15.99.Love is a Feeling, an Emotion, a touch. Love is that Tingly feeling when that you get in the pitt of your stomach when Your "Special Someone" is with you.I guess i'am trying to express on "Valentines Day" People that I have truely Loved and Cared for either Dont know that I Feel this way or they just dont Care...The Reason i Hurt on this issue is because the One person that i have truley "Loved" has turned Her back on me she Never calls,Never Writes,Never Says Hi any more...I thought i had Moved On and i have Yet i still Hurt from the deep cuts she has placed upon my Mind and Soul,I still Ponder if there was an "Us" but sadley as i reflect alot of emtions in this statement i know to my self that she probably had a "Special Someone"...I Only wish i could say the same Hopefully one day i will Find My "Special Someone" the one I will Love...
Ill leave you all with a song that I wrote.
Kyle C.- "Running Down a Lonesome Road"
Sitting here surpressing my faith,
watching you lie,Tears stream down
my face.minutes seem like days,
time ticks by.I wish You could be in my
place.soon I'll tell you how I feel.I thought
We had something more,I thought We had
something
Real.
Just broke the News,Maybe it's wrong,Maybe it's
right.No responce, no sighns of emotions.
poured my heart out,You told me to be
Open.Your heart gets cold,You feel a chill of
Fright.You tell me im not the one you Choose
tonight.As you look away,Your silent Frown brings pain,
it Brings Me down.
My love will not shatter.I will aways be here,even if
your always There.I cant run away.No Matter what
You say.I can look through, and see this is hurting
Me more then You.
don't save Me at all,never speaking anymore.
Not knowing what to Look for as I began to Fall.
Your foot steps fade,Your voice is vaccant.
I hit the floor,maybe you faked it.
Thoughts running through my head, over and over.
as you write the pages in your life i feel like i'm being
written out. The day fades away, With the light dieing
soon ill have closure.
-The End.
As i Grow weak in Mind I will leave you all with this If you have a "Special Someone" and you know its True,Take that person Hug them tightly and tell Them Not that you "Love" them but what they make you feel like...
Now im off To bed.
"Quote the Raven "Im up to Two Kittens already :)"
R.I.P - MF&KC
One more Song.
Cold - "Wasted Years"
There's a game life plays
Makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
Like to take some time
Clear away everything I planned
Was it life I betrayed for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
It's no easy to win
Did I drink too much could I disappear
And there is nothing left but wasted years
There's nothing left but wasted years
If I could change my life
Be a simple kind of man
Try to do the best I can
If I could see the signs
I'd derail every path I could
Now I'm about to die
Won't you clear away from me
Give me strength to fly away
Ill leave you all with a song that I wrote.
Kyle C.- "Running Down a Lonesome Road"
Sitting here surpressing my faith,
watching you lie,Tears stream down
my face.minutes seem like days,
time ticks by.I wish You could be in my
place.soon I'll tell you how I feel.I thought
We had something more,I thought We had
something
Real.
Just broke the News,Maybe it's wrong,Maybe it's
right.No responce, no sighns of emotions.
poured my heart out,You told me to be
Open.Your heart gets cold,You feel a chill of
Fright.You tell me im not the one you Choose
tonight.As you look away,Your silent Frown brings pain,
it Brings Me down.
My love will not shatter.I will aways be here,even if
your always There.I cant run away.No Matter what
You say.I can look through, and see this is hurting
Me more then You.
don't save Me at all,never speaking anymore.
Not knowing what to Look for as I began to Fall.
Your foot steps fade,Your voice is vaccant.
I hit the floor,maybe you faked it.
Thoughts running through my head, over and over.
as you write the pages in your life i feel like i'm being
written out. The day fades away, With the light dieing
soon ill have closure.
-The End.
As i Grow weak in Mind I will leave you all with this If you have a "Special Someone" and you know its True,Take that person Hug them tightly and tell Them Not that you "Love" them but what they make you feel like...
Now im off To bed.
"Quote the Raven "Im up to Two Kittens already :)"
R.I.P - MF&KC
One more Song.
Cold - "Wasted Years"
There's a game life plays
Makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
Like to take some time
Clear away everything I planned
Was it life I betrayed for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
It's no easy to win
Did I drink too much could I disappear
And there is nothing left but wasted years
There's nothing left but wasted years
If I could change my life
Be a simple kind of man
Try to do the best I can
If I could see the signs
I'd derail every path I could
Now I'm about to die
Won't you clear away from me
Give me strength to fly away