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There is a person living in my head
She comes to visit every night in bed
I fight the demon but it just won't fall
The voices in my dungeon starting to call
The spiders dancing on the wall
Suicide of love, we could have had it all
And it is you
You are the ghost behind my eyes
I can't see through you
You are the ghost behind my eyes
The ghost that tells me lies
The princess of the dark has made my mind home
My haunted head and her won't leave me alone
She dances on my heart with fire in my soul
I hate that feeling when I'm losing control
I wish to God that I could sleep again
Oh, peace again
And wake up from this nightmare free again
Free again
Oh, me again
That about sums it up. I went to bed at around 7AM. I decided not to take any Xanax since I don't want to get addicted. I woke up two hours later. I decided to pop half a Xanax, hoping to wean myself off of it. Tragically, all it's done is make me uncoordinated and a little dizzy. It's made me tired, but not enough to sleep.I was tempted to take the other half, but Xanax is just adding to problems. It's trading one addiction for another.
Maybe I'll try Nyquil for a couple days...
She comes to visit every night in bed
I fight the demon but it just won't fall
The voices in my dungeon starting to call
The spiders dancing on the wall
Suicide of love, we could have had it all
And it is you
You are the ghost behind my eyes
I can't see through you
You are the ghost behind my eyes
The ghost that tells me lies
The princess of the dark has made my mind home
My haunted head and her won't leave me alone
She dances on my heart with fire in my soul
I hate that feeling when I'm losing control
I wish to God that I could sleep again
Oh, peace again
And wake up from this nightmare free again
Free again
Oh, me again
That about sums it up. I went to bed at around 7AM. I decided not to take any Xanax since I don't want to get addicted. I woke up two hours later. I decided to pop half a Xanax, hoping to wean myself off of it. Tragically, all it's done is make me uncoordinated and a little dizzy. It's made me tired, but not enough to sleep.I was tempted to take the other half, but Xanax is just adding to problems. It's trading one addiction for another.
Maybe I'll try Nyquil for a couple days...