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my hands have been swelling up lately.
either i'm going to be starting my period.
or well i don't know.. its bothering my though.
like, i'll randomly feel my ring tighten around my finger and i'm like.. DANG.
i need to find a job.
something monday through friday.
because i want to stay and work weekends at PKI.
i don't think i'll have alot of luck with that at all.
plus i'll be going to cincy state in november.
so that'll restrict my hours too.
:(.
i wish PKI was all year long, id be in love.
i put in 63 hours of work last week.
and i didn't feel it at all.
although people make fun of me.
but in a really good way.
i love those guys.
i also decided to give hunter another try.
i can't help it, as much as i want to push him away.
he just grows on you. and you can't.
so.. we'll see where this goes.
i feel like he's getting really attached though.
and i don't want to talk to him about it.
because i'm not sure, but once it becomes certain.
i'm just gonna be like, i like you hunter.
but i think you need to just ease up a bit.
but he's crazy about me ;) what can you expect.
he's my mexican lover. =]
i keep trying to talk to ben.
but he hates me, so he's ignoring me.
which is completely fine. i'll still be here.
and i'm bored.
first day in awhile i haven't been an all day.
so.
yes.
i'm gonna watch movies and party naked.
everything except the last part.
yayayayayayayayay.
i miss all my lovelys.
i want people to start using this again.
so DO IT PEOPLE DO IT.
either i'm going to be starting my period.
or well i don't know.. its bothering my though.
like, i'll randomly feel my ring tighten around my finger and i'm like.. DANG.
i need to find a job.
something monday through friday.
because i want to stay and work weekends at PKI.
i don't think i'll have alot of luck with that at all.
plus i'll be going to cincy state in november.
so that'll restrict my hours too.
:(.
i wish PKI was all year long, id be in love.
i put in 63 hours of work last week.
and i didn't feel it at all.
although people make fun of me.
but in a really good way.
i love those guys.
i also decided to give hunter another try.
i can't help it, as much as i want to push him away.
he just grows on you. and you can't.
so.. we'll see where this goes.
i feel like he's getting really attached though.
and i don't want to talk to him about it.
because i'm not sure, but once it becomes certain.
i'm just gonna be like, i like you hunter.
but i think you need to just ease up a bit.
but he's crazy about me ;) what can you expect.
he's my mexican lover. =]
i keep trying to talk to ben.
but he hates me, so he's ignoring me.
which is completely fine. i'll still be here.
and i'm bored.
first day in awhile i haven't been an all day.
so.
yes.
i'm gonna watch movies and party naked.
everything except the last part.
yayayayayayayayay.
i miss all my lovelys.
i want people to start using this again.
so DO IT PEOPLE DO IT.