Aug 22, 2004 10:21
Hey .. schools 2morrow :/ .. i dont even wanna think about it .. last night at the fair dash n shea were drunk off there asses and like dash came up and put his arm around me n nick .. and my brother bitched at dash for it .. omg i hate how he is so protected over me its BULLSHIT .. but whatever .. i was mad at all his friends too .. ugh Adam Brown were following me around most of the time haha .. but yeah .. my brother said that the only people i can't talk to are .. Dash n Austen .. wow .. hes gay .. idc tho .. maybe it's best that i don't .. i felt better talking to Nick about everything .. He is a very sensitive guy .. he helped me out alot .. i told him alot of shit .. [with me n guys] .. he kinda helped me out .. :) .. and so did Trever .. and i guess my brother and Cody B kinda did too .. idk tho .. i found something out last night also .. and it made me really MAD but also happy because .. now i no WhY .. so .. yeah .. And i walked by all these guys and they slaped a sticker on my ass and my brother went over there and yeled at them :/ .. i fucken hate it when he does that shit .. :/ .. but i am kinda glad .. my brother told me why he is so protective over me last night .. i understand why now .. he don't want me hurt .. again .. i guess .. but it's going to happen .. fuck it all dude .. i want to say something so bad!! because it would help them out alot!! but i promised not to say nothing i don't kno what to fucken do !!
ashlee