Fair

[thatspecialkiss]

last night was fun .. alot of fights at the fair lmao .. i axcedently went to bed early lol .. uhm .. alot of people went to the fair.. uhm .. cody brown, adam brown.. and alot of other people were there... there fucken funny as hell .. wow .. i am do lost right now .. i am like the most confused person on earth right now .. i dont even no what to do about shit no more .. i think i am giving up .. i dont kno i think that is the best thing for me to do right now .. because when i try and get in a relationship it allways gets messed up and shit :/ idk .. idc .. i will figure it out some day .. but last night at the fair .. something botherd me .. something really really fucken botherd me .. i dont wanna say it right now tho .. but like it botherd me so much to the fact that i wanted to leave .. and i was having a good time .. idk what to think no more .. but i am done.. done with everything ..

Tonight: me n kat are going to the fair

Lies I am going crazy Everything is so gray What happened to the perfect yesterday My heart is so broken Yet it is intact Will it ever mend when can I have my life back The sins of the human race They tear my world apart What was I thinking When I gave you my heart I feel all alone Even when you are by my side All of this Because you won’t swallow your pride As the sun sets I close my eyes I try to drift in to sleep But tears fill my eyes One day you will be true To us and to your heart But can we make it that long Or will it tear us apart?

Ashlee