My trip home....
So I Just got home from my trip to the bay! I had alot of fun, but there were some bad/sad things that happened as well. Most of my friends seem to be doing very well and then there is one in particular who really isn't. I'm scared for her. She is with this guy who is a complete loser. He's homeless, he beats her and treats her like shit, cheats on her, and worst of all- he had AIDS. She knows it too, but she "loves" him. Anyway, I was supposed to hang with her on Thursday but she totally ditched me for this guy. She has it bad for him. Now why the fuck do beautiful young girls fall for asshole loser guys who treat them like shitttt?! I dont get it! It's just not right! Her dad even told me that he'd much rather see her with me than with this guy. He gave me his camaro keys and $$$ to pick up some bud for him and then smoked me out! I had a ton of fun with my true homies!!! No one even recognized me, it's been soooo long. I went to the school and said HI to my homegirls Nessa, erica, and Lindsay ling and they were all like... "WTF?! Whose that tan girl with the tattoo?!". Everyone was really nice and really cool. We all hung out together like the old times, and I came out to the friends who didn't know about me and then had 2 friends come out to me. I seriously only have like 3 straight friends now, its crazzzzy. Saw my ex, the one who I was "madly in love with" for 3 whole years. But it was weird. For the first time ever, I didn't think about her like that. She sort of made a move on me but I was too busy thinking about Lea the whole time that I didn't even care! Its about time I got over that biatch! Graduation was fun. I went and got my hair and nails done-- I looked really really hawt! Everyone was shocked. Grad night kicked @ss! I had the most fun there! I won like 25 bucks and a car cleaning kit but I think I will give the kit to Stan jus cuz I love him! Also, I rode the mechanical bull! No one could get me off that thing... I'm a fuckin pro haha. A bunch of my friends got hypnotized, now that was some funny shizzz! Talk about blackmail! haha... grad night ended at 530 AM and immediatly after I rode back with my fam to SD. I slept like a lil baby all the way to LA. Now I'm home... yay! Gawwwd, I love San Diego! I really do! It's where my heart is and I don't think i could ever leave! My aunt wants to move down here to PB and she says I can stay with her If I'd like. She's really fuckin cool; very very liberal. We'll see. Gawwd, I need to see my girl! I've been bragging about her to all my friends... my guys friends tried to get some stories out of me but I told em jus to use their imagination. I need a fuckin shower! I will post some shizzzz 2marrow!