Jan 22, 2006 08:33
sorry i didnt update... brian was gay/drunk, *sighs* all well, hes ok(i think) i didnt see him but i found out hes dating his x-g/f.. and man no thats not gunna work out with my baby, all well fuck him right? then OMG!!! i hung out with john yesterday (superman my bro) OMFG IT WAS AWSOME!! I FOUND OUT HES ENGAGED!!! lol i was freaking out in his car, bc u know how ppl talk with there hands? well he was talking with his left hand, and im like i c a ring.. im like wait left hand, right hand.. no thats his left.. im like OMG MY BRO IS GUNNA GET MARRIED HOLY SHIT i think thats like the only thing that made me smile for like 2 hours today.. im soooooooooooo happy for him and ash! then i started talking about how brian made one of his first move on me like that, like one day brian was walking me home at night, and i was talking with my hands and i always do i mean who doesnt? and then hes like i know how to stop that, im like how, and hes held out his hand and we were like holding hands and it was sweet! then johns like you guys are broken up you have to get over it b happy, im like yea well its kind of hard not to think about him considering i love him and im having his kid....anyways then we went to go pick up tiffany so it could b the crew again, but she wasnt home ::sad faces::, then we went driving around for a while, i feel like we did something else b4 we saw cameron and chris but i guess not.. we talked to them for a lil and they asked if they wanted us to go to the movies with them at 9, and john said no bc he had a party to go to, and i was just like no i think im just gunna go home.. so then john and chris were wrestling and stuff and then me n john went to eat at wendy's and we were talking and stuff, and hes like thats right feed my nephews... im like WHAT? i swear everyone.. i mean EVERYONE thinks im having twins omg im guna go nuts lol... and then john looked across the street and goes didnt joe move? and i was like yea hes like then why is his mom and dads cars there? im like i dont know, then we started talking about him and some other things HA!.. sorry it was funny, and then me of corse started talking about brian again and how i love him, and then i started just saying i wanna leave and never come bac, i still feel like that.. i wanna do that one of these days....BY THE WAY PPLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! either tuesday or wendsday, i have 1/2 days on both and thurday but im busy then... but mayb both, mayb only one of them but im gunna try and go to lincoln and meet you guys, bc i miss amanda!!i miss you, i think you were like my first friend in high skool, i mean like other than the ones that were in my class or 08' BITCHES! but i mean we just started talking in 9th grade and became like best friends.. remember that one time when i came over? it was i think me u n beck or nikki i cant think of who it was, and we were like on ur house phone talking to i think josh hooks and then talking to i think nathen on my cell phone right? and then joe was like well im picking u up.. bc we all know hes an ass hole and ruins all the fun!!! i mean i was only over your house for like 2 hours and he was being gay, thats what i call a F-A-G! anywayz, and i think amanda you were the first person that knew i liked brian.. i remember we used to sit in chem. and i used to be like i think hes cute and stuff, and then i would write you a note about how he walked me home and we kissed and i would be like OMG OMG WE KISSED WE KISSED..those were the good old days when life was simple!! lol... i miss you amanda!! we have to hang i swear we H-A-V-E T-O!! well i g2g love ya
love always and 4E
the craize lil blondie