unrealized potential
Normalcy, courtesy, and assumption of expectations are the chains. Plain enough to see, but why are they so hard to break? If someone told you untold satisfaction was within your grasp by simply changing your state of mind, why would you not do it
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I'm actually here, in SF, because I'm finally dealing with me... and I've broken bonds with quite a few people to do that, hurting them in the process, which of course makes me sad. However, I'm just saying that I'm making dramatic steps in that direction. In fact, I walk by homeless people here every day and do nothing (aside from occasionally bringing people food), which tears at my soul... but I've realized the conflict inherent between those actions/inactions, and realized that it's an endless cycle of humanity.
As to what I want... I've typed full responses to this 3 times, and have realized every time that the answer is RIDICULOUSLY complex and long. I will probably write a little dissertation on it here at some point, since I've pretty much filled a word document with the sections I cut and pasted out of here. However, I'll sum it up in a few words. I want an existence of my own creation, and I want to be a part of the world, not of my neighborhood/country. If that doesn't make sense, then you'll have to read the dissertation later ;)
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